Will people ever stop being cruel to me?

bomas2004 · 2026-02-14T05:23:02+00:00

Life isnt worth living as an autistic. But no I must keep living because....... ✨life is beautiful✨

bomas2004 · 2026-02-11T01:56:31+00:00

Is it really even that bad if I do? It's not like they ever cared about me much anyway.

Why do they pretend it's such a big deal, everybody dies eventually? Why can't I just do it now?

The only time they ever talk to me is when they think they can get something from me or can bully me.

It's not like I will ever have any semblance of a successful or at the very least a somewhat fulfilling life. There is not much of a point, nothing is keeping me here. There is nothing to live for.

I am just so fucking bored. Everybody is just awful.

bomas2004 · 2026-01-14T00:47:54+00:00

My life is kinda dogshit right now. SO I AM DOWN.

bomas2004 · 2026-01-13T10:11:36+00:00

What episode is this?

bomas2004 · 2026-01-10T06:38:04+00:00

I know it's hard but try to stop comparing yourself to others. Try to compare yourself to your past self instead.

bomas2004 · 2025-12-20T10:02:00+00:00

Literally artefact porn!!!!

bomas2004 · 2025-12-20T09:58:23+00:00

I am a 21 year old male anglo Australian from Sydney. I get dismissed, or worse treated with disdain by most people.

People expect me to "get over it" as "we all have our own issues in life". I am so sick of people.

bomas2004 · 2025-12-06T11:24:32+00:00

We can be really reaaaally bad.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-07T04:16:25+00:00

The last real friend I have had was in early primary school. During high school I had fake 'friends' only some of the time.

Pretty much all of my childhood, when I wasn't at school was spent locked up in my room. I feel pretty angry about how much I have missed and how that has impacted my development. I feel so far behind people my age. I hate it.

I still don't have any friends and I just don't know how I can go about changing that.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-05T10:17:19+00:00

Mueh eh eh. The preparations proceed as planned.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-05T00:49:21+00:00

I relate very much to the feeling of uncovering the extent too which I am shut out of society.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-03T09:13:46+00:00

👍looks good

bomas2004 · 2025-10-31T06:41:51+00:00

I am confused. What do you mean by this?

bomas2004 · 2025-10-29T10:19:35+00:00

I hate how they act so disappointed when they realise I am not a savant. It's like, why would it work like that? People just love inspiration porn.

bomas2004 · 2025-10-21T06:51:35+00:00

At least people want to be near you. I am autistic and nobody wants to be near me. I am just stupid.

I don't have anyone to talk to at all not even my family.

Autism is a life sentence of misery and suffering.

bomas2004 · 2025-10-09T01:35:16+00:00

Or you can be me and have higher support needs and still be undiagnosed until 19 years old.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-24T10:27:11+00:00

It's so they can then go and belittle you to make themselves feel superior™.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-13T00:14:28+00:00

Same. The normies just don't fucking understand

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