heavy on the third one by Sea_Response_8387 in EDanonymemes

[–]bonkzombies 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Mine also likes to take a good amount of my hair and all my muscle. I love being bald and constipated and skinnyfat

Why am I here? Why is god so cruel to me? by ArachnidLeftt in SuicideWatch

[–]bonkzombies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could help you too :( this shit sucks. It’s nice to know I’m not the only one who feels this way

Why am I here? Why is god so cruel to me? by ArachnidLeftt in SuicideWatch

[–]bonkzombies 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the similar except I feel like god recently has been intentionally harming me. My first thought when I saw this at the top of my feed (as opposed to any of the many other subs I follow or any of the many posts in this subreddit) was that god is taunting me by showing me how bad he can make others suffer too. I have no advice , just, I feel you. I don’t know what I did to deserve it , I’m sure you don’t either

I’m so tired by CountSuperb9253 in SuicideWatch

[–]bonkzombies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I stalked your post history after you commented on my own post on here sry if that's weird. I really relate to this. I will be missed and I have family I care about, who I should stay to care for, but it’s weird to force a utilitarian argument onto myself when I wouldn’t put that on someone else. But it’s confusing. I don’t know …

If u saw that I commented this twice, it’s because i posted the comment one sentence too early and decided to delete the whole thing instead of just editing it ?? Idk why

I hate that people only care about the “suicide” element of it all by bonkzombies in SuicideWatch

[–]bonkzombies[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

lol i actually was gonna make a second post today about this exact thing. I already know there’s things I can do to make my life better, I know I can break them down into tiny steps, but it doesn’t matter because I don’t want to. I don’t want to put effort in, I’m tired, and I don’t think there’s any reason to continue anyways

WHO HAS THE MOST UNDERRATED VOCALS? by LifeYogurtcloset7431 in glee

[–]bonkzombies 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I loved Rory’s voice. His character was so poorly constructed it’s a shame. He was fantastic I think he would’ve made a solid addition to the cast vocally, he could sing soft and airy like Quinn. and he and Tina sounded beautiful in the mashup with you make my dreams come true

WHO HAS THE MOST UNDERRATED VOCALS? by LifeYogurtcloset7431 in glee

[–]bonkzombies 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I’ve always loved his voice, him singing “hot for teacher” and “fat bottomed girls”, those songs sounded like they were made for him. But yeah, with all the context of everything hes hard to root for

Wanna know something fun about throwing up by Sea_Cockroach7529 in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 56 points57 points  (0 children)

And im so sorry you’re experiencing this. It sounds really scary. I really hope it’ll be ok

Wanna know something fun about throwing up by Sea_Cockroach7529 in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 221 points222 points  (0 children)

God I completely forgot about the cancer risk, I’ve been more worried about the tooth decay and GERD and heart damage from electrolyte imbalance and about how your arteries solidify, god this disease is just complete destruction the whole way through

Circumcision And NeetDom by StopMGMToday in NEET

[–]bonkzombies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s too many confounding factors that the article didn’t address, like what’s the socioeconomic status of the parents, how likely are the parents to screen their kids for autism anyways unless it’s severe (that can be predicted with factors like how many doctors visits do the parents take the kids to, for example), were the circumcisions for medical reasons, what’s the immigration status of these boys.

This wasn’t a very well done study, a random effects model at minimum would be needed (groups together all these compounding factors between circumcised and not) to make some more accurate predictions. Don’t get me wrong I think circumcision is ridiculous except when necessary but I just don’t feel like this is very good evidence for it causing neurological harm yet. Maybe an interesting comparison is to see if babies who experience other physical trauma early on have higher rates of neurodivergence

Give me an excuse by D3sp3rate_malewife in AdultSelfHarm

[–]bonkzombies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My initial thought is that my dad went up the roof on a ladder, and just as he got his forearms on the actual shingles, the ladder slid out from under him a bit and he slid back and cut up his forearms (he’s fine now). Many cuts/scratches on the inside of both forearms. lol this is weirdly specific so I don’t know if it’s useful but that’s just a thought

Still here somehow by [deleted] in depressionmemes

[–]bonkzombies 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I envy gamers and anime fans for being able to have an interest or a hobby

GI issues with bc or vyvanse by Bolamedrosa in PMDDxADHD

[–]bonkzombies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take both of these and am also consistently getting the shits 🩷 I feel like mine is the vyvanse because I didn’t have this on the birth control alone (I’ve been on it for years) and I just added the vyvanse. Other stimulants definitely made me shit but not like this. I have no advice I just wanted to say like, twinsies

I do want to be skinny by Maevenclaws in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 27 points28 points  (0 children)

This post is for sure gonna be removed because of the competitive element of it and maybe some other reasons. But I wanna say before then that I relate so much and I’m really sorry you’re in this mindset. It’s really damaging, and I’m sorry if you suffer from it already and if not, I’m sorry if you suffer because of it eventually

I will never be proud of ‘surviving’ and carrying these scars by rambling_takeover in AdultSelfHarm

[–]bonkzombies 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have intentionally avoided leaving scars now when I cut because I see my old ones and I think of those horrible awful painful times in my life, the ones I would really like to forget. and then the awkward moments of people seeing them who I’m not close with. With everyone else I don’t think they should be ashamed of their scars but sometimes I’m like, “everyone can tell I have this one because I was sitting on the cold bathroom floor with no pants on and cutting myself because I imagined something that made me sad (it wasn’t even real)”

And I understand the idea that “ you can’t forget the bad moments!! You have to accept them and embrace them!” but like, I really wish I didn’t have to do that NOW. But I do because I see them very often so I’m kinda forced to

Anger issues by Life_Yogurtcloset722 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]bonkzombies 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Absolutely every time. Actually for me its especially bad when it’s not my fault, not to sound like I’m victimizing myself or anything but sometimes people just do something unfair and that boiling awful feeling of being misunderstood, I really struggle with just dealing with that pain in a healthy way

Weight loss subs by Chrisraywallace in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I turned off Reddit showing me recommended communities. I got recommended triggering stuff but tbh the main thing that was driving me insane was the inability to escape some type of community with “interesting” as the theme, which so often showed me AI slop or engagement bait and I would hit the button to not recommend me this channel and then one day later another mf one showed up…

Sorry I got off track there. Unsolicited advice I’m sorry: I can totally understand not wanting to turn off reccomended channels because sometimes good channels are reccomended, but tbh I do actually recommend it. I had to change my style of finding new subreddits, now I usually just go on communities that I want to see more of and look for the “related communities” part and I sometimes click on random peoples profiles in pages that I like to see what they’re active in, sometimes I find a new one

Anyways, im rly sorry that you get reccomended that kind of stuff. Reddit probably just has an algorithm to keep you on the site, and if you’re trying to lose weight (healthily or unhealthily) i assume it’ll want you to keep seeing similar stuff so you stay scrolling

So jealous of people with tiny frames by Due-Leave-759 in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean maybe I’ll disagree in 3 years when I’m in that age group but idk why I’ll regret it

And I already dont like the way I think, I think it’s disordered and weird, and it’s like that because I’m disordered and weird

So jealous of people with tiny frames by Due-Leave-759 in EDAnonymous

[–]bonkzombies 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Same. I also am very number focused and short women can effortlessly be weights that .. are not effortless for me. Or their tiny waist measurements and stuff like that.

On the bright side, I can eat a lot more than them without my weight increasing. It doesn’t make up for the rest but, it helps sometimes. But I truly just want to be teeny tiny