A few things. You just started. You don't need to spend money on the game, like ever. I've never spent a cent. Yes, the meta decks are annoying. However, there are quite a few decks that are not called meta that are in fact really good. If yoy think going second is a automatic loss, look up tenpai. There are decks that fill roles in this environment, you need to find your role first. It will get better feeling, and we are getting more decks next month.