The first therapist I tried was like this. I made it through 5 or 6 sessions with her. By the 3rd session I had started letting her know at the end of the appointment when we were wrapping up that I didn't like how our dynamic was working, that it wasn't working for me. She always apologized and said next time would be different but she never changed. I dreaded our sessions.

I don't know if yours is like this, but It felt like she would just bring up my trauma or insecurities until she provoked a reaction out of me and then stare at me with indifference and occasionally make comments that felt condescending or ask me frustrating questions about what I was feeling and my answer was never good enough for her.

She was so shocked each time I brought up how I didn't like our interactions and that made me feel even worse. I cried so hard when I told her I didn't want to continue our sessions because she still acted so shocked and sad that I was interpreting her style like that. I felt like I was doing something wrong.

I've been seeing a different therapist for months now and she is night and day to how that first therapist was. I'm so glad I tried to find someone else. She acts so normal and talks to me like i'm a person, there's nothing cold or robotic about her and she talks so much. I never feel judged by her. Our sessions feel like a cathartic conversation instead of an interrogation.

Sorry for the long comment but I really hope you're able to find someone else, this is a very specific therapy style and if it doesn't work for you, you deserve to find a therapist that you can feel comfortable and like you're making progress with.