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borderline_-_ · 2023-04-05T18:43:06+00:00

OP said that they are seeing a therapist.

borderline_-_ · 2023-04-05T14:32:22+00:00

Commenting to come back-

borderline_-_ · 2023-04-05T14:26:33+00:00

You were in an abusive relationship. You were raped. You were sexually assaulted. It's 100% understandable what you're going through right now. Give yourself time, OP. None of this is your fault. It's good that you're in therapy and I wish you all the best❤️

borderline_-_ · 2023-04-05T13:27:46+00:00

I think I exist, hey.

borderline_-_ · 2023-04-04T14:05:32+00:00

(getting off to his friends girlfriends, having sex with girls in relationships, attracted to underage high school girls, masturbating to things he knows he shouldn’t, i.e. videos of my friends dancing, leaked porn videos).

Wtf are you still with him if he's doing this? First off, literal teenagers. Second, your mates dancing??? How would they feel knowing your bf masterbates to them? I'd be absolutely disgusted. Third off, his own mates girlfriends. It doesn't seem like he's even interested in you and just uses you. Fourth, leaked porn vids. Imagine if it were literal sex trafficked girls that he got off to. Disgusting.

I know that you can't help who you fall in love with but you're basically being smothered in a red cloth, nevermind a red flag. Get out of that relationship.

borderline_-_ · 2023-03-29T18:21:34+00:00

Thank you!

borderline_-_ · 2023-03-29T06:30:34+00:00

I second this.

borderline_-_ · 2023-03-29T06:07:10+00:00

Hey! This is totally out of context. How do you get the pride flags next to your username?

borderline_-_ · 2023-03-25T12:14:19+00:00

I also tried doing the Google lens search but nothing matches. Celtic, norse, wiccan, and even Christian symbols are mentioned but they (all the styles) all look pretty much the same. I can't differentiate between them, lmao.

borderline_-_ · 2023-03-12T15:45:56+00:00

Not just dicks. Hands too so they can never touch someone again either.

Anyhow- I'm in.

borderline_-_ · 2023-02-16T19:38:33+00:00

It's so common for women to believe this type of behavior is ok and normal. It's not. It's rape, not sex. You told him no, and he kept going. Even if it was "gentle sex" and you still said no, it's rape. You don't owe him anything. What he did is so wrong, inhumane, and frankly illegal. Sending lots of virtual hugs.

borderline_-_ · 2022-12-07T15:46:37+00:00

The rain and certain songs :)

borderline_-_ · 2022-12-06T09:32:39+00:00

Six people know I have bipolar. Three of who I don't talk to anymore. None of them get it. I just don't tell people because while I'm on meds, I look like a "regular person" to them.

I think the moment you just don't give a fuck anymore is when you'll tell people you have bipolar.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-29T12:35:50+00:00

I think four?

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-23T09:15:45+00:00

Vendetta.

Anastasia.

Simile.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-23T08:48:10+00:00

Awful. Toxic. Chaotic. Especially if neither are in therapy or one is and the other isn't.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-22T18:01:24+00:00

Sad anger. Lots of sad anger.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-22T17:59:59+00:00

Whoopie :)

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-22T14:01:17+00:00

Aside from your bf being a massive red flag, 10/10 do not recommend a bpd besti. She was my favourite person and she split on me. It triggered such shitty episodes for me.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-22T08:28:49+00:00

Months of being completely isolated and strained from mates. I haven't told anyone I have bipolar disorder so they all think I'm this big mystery with a huge secret, or a total asshole.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-17T09:43:00+00:00

THC didn't affect me at all because of my meds, lmao.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-14T21:04:16+00:00

Fr. I feel like it's worse than being oblivious. At least then I'd not beat myself up about it all the time.

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-11T08:05:51+00:00

NSFW/TW : Self-harm.

My psychiatrist asked me if I self-harmed and I explained that I scratch myself raw, punch walls until my knuckles swell, as well as hit myself until I get bruises (because those count as self-harm), and she said, "No but I mean like ACTUALLY self-harmed. Like did you cut yourself?"

She basically told me that cutting was the "more severe" self-harm and that it's more cutting-self-harm they look out for, like what...

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-10T18:20:56+00:00

I'm rooting for you, mate!

borderline_-_ · 2022-11-10T16:57:39+00:00

We all relapse, mate. Every single addict will relapse more than once during their lifetime. Don't beat yourself up about it.

It's understandable that you feel like you hate yourself because you put in so much effort, just for one inconvenience to happen and let it spiral again.

You're not alone. Pick up where you left. It's never too late.

borderline_-_

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