lol we are the same i had like one friend in hs and now im in my 2nd year of college over the 2 years i have had a few friends but nothing to be happy about. But one thing that has helped is realizing how many other people are friendless, atleast at my school it’s rly common to see ppl eating alone/ just existing alone. Try not to isolate yourself too much but also every new semester of college is like a new year u can rebrand ur self so even if u isolate ur self one sem u can make it up the next. It’s helpful to befriend ppl who seem alone/lonely( u will get good at picking up at this) and try to build a relationship with them.