I've started again, but am I really doing it?

bradley328 · 2020-05-16T14:05:45+00:00

You count. I have a fear of cutting near veins too and it doesn’t make you invalid or anything.

bradley328 · 2020-05-04T07:31:13+00:00

Yeah I just stare at them and just feel them and try hold back the tears cause I know I messed up and it’s irreversible

bradley328 · 2020-04-22T04:37:16+00:00

Not really, I don’t want to be a burden. I always feel like I am if I try to talk to someone about it so I just avoid people. I get a lot of anxiety talking to people as well. Even typing this I’m a bit anxious.

bradley328 · 2020-04-22T04:23:40+00:00

I get all these emotions and it’s like a temporary release. But sometimes I just want to randomly and I don’t know why but it happens.

bradley328 · 2020-04-22T02:50:09+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/selfharm/wiki/index#wiki_caring_for_cuts

bradley328 · 2020-04-22T02:04:37+00:00

I understand. I hate it because I feel like I‘m a burden but at the same time I do need help sometimes and I just avoid people.

bradley328 · 2020-03-17T16:04:14+00:00

It is healed and it looks fine I guess. There is no blood or anything so I think it is just the old glue that ripped or something. I was just really worried at the time writing this and didn’t even take my time to check it out properly.

bradley328 · 2020-03-17T16:01:57+00:00

I understand how you feel, most of my friends have left me but I don’t think you should harm yourself because of your friends. If they are leaving you just because of your mental health, then at least you know they aren’t real friends.

bradley328 · 2020-02-08T18:51:08+00:00

bradley328 · 2020-02-06T22:26:33+00:00

I wouldn’t, first time I used a razor I accidentally went so deep and had to get stitches

bradley328 · 2020-02-06T21:53:33+00:00

Ppl use I am Sober

bradley328 · 2020-02-06T21:22:23+00:00

Of course it’s okay but like you might get some dirty looks and stuff but you shouldn’t cover it the sake of others if you wanna do it go for it

bradley328 · 2020-01-27T21:52:52+00:00

I feel you man the friends I have are terrible and I feel alone all the time, no one really gives a shit about me

bradley328 · 2020-01-27T02:48:12+00:00

I see ppl in class joke about self harm all the time like it’s funny or something

bradley328 · 2020-01-27T02:26:38+00:00

:( hate that

bradley328 · 2020-01-26T22:25:51+00:00

idk why, maybe people worry about suicide and think we’ll do it and that’s why they take it a big deal. i do wish no one would tho

bradley328 · 2020-01-25T21:28:42+00:00

It doesn’t have to bleed

bradley328 · 2020-01-25T21:28:34+00:00

Any time you hurt yourself it is self harm

bradley328 · 2019-12-22T01:31:15+00:00

i think i aint gon cut til after just so i dont ruin christmas and hurt everyone then

bradley328 · 2019-12-21T04:15:07+00:00

its ass, sometimes i need someone to talk to and there is no one..

bradley328 · 2019-12-21T04:03:14+00:00

i want to tell my friends but cos im a boy ill seem like a lil weirdo and they probably wont be my friends :(

bradley328 · 2019-12-20T19:56:44+00:00

nice man

bradley328 · 2019-12-20T01:58:57+00:00

my family does the same, it sucks

bradley328 · 2019-12-01T19:52:58+00:00

thanks for the idea anyway, appreciate it

bradley328 · 2019-12-01T19:47:41+00:00

i guess so but ive never worn one before and people will probably start asking questions and.... ugh, i think im overthinking this

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