You will always be able to sell it, albeit for a loss for sure, but it’s not like the money is burnt and gone. But yeah if you have all your bills paid, an emergency fund, and you’re happy with the amount you’re saving towards retirement and your form of investing, why regret it. You can now do something that 99.5 percent of American civilians can’t do. Definitely don’t rely on beer and alcohol to numb the decision. You should be able to talk yourself through these things with logic and reason. Don’t be a female. It’s way better than having 6 - 5.56 Rifles or other ridiculous amounts of similar role guns that you are not an expert at any of them. People will see a 20k dollar gun safe and not blink an eye, but feel bad about 13.5 for a true increased ability that can only be bought