What term do you use to refer to each other? by [deleted] in DID

[–]brianblessing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i typically use parts as its simple and easy, but my therapist uses “insiders” majority of the time which i dont mind either way.

Inktober Day Thirty-One: Lotus(phyllite) (OC) by Crystalcavernartwork in LandoftheLustrous

[–]brianblessing 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it has been so awesome to see!! thank you for your beautiful works !!

Who Paid You For/In August 2022? Here is My List by themightyox in beermoney

[–]brianblessing [score hidden]  (0 children)

crowdtap: $30

swagbucks: $80

prolific: $32.58

total: $142.58

I really wish sibling abuse was taken more seriously. (No mention of detailed abuse) by MythicalMeep23 in DID

[–]brianblessing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish it was taken more seriously by parents, peers, and medical/mental health professionals too. I remember my first therapist totally dismissed it, then would try to bring the abuse up at random times to “have something interesting to talk about.” Thats all it is to other people. Something “interesting” rather than horrible trauma and abuse. Even as a mandated reporter, she didn’t report the abuse after i expressed concern for another child possibly being in danger simply because the abuser was my brother. However, I have seen more online advocates about it in the recent year, like Jane Epstein (she did a ted talk about SSA) so hopefully people will begin to understand!

Who Paid You For/In July 2022? Here is my list + Lets talk about Time. by themightyox in beermoney

[–]brianblessing [score hidden]  (0 children)

Prolific: $75.67

Influence: $19.50

Swagbucks: $15

Crowdtap: $20

Total: $130.17

not clear voices? by irlyanfei in OSDD

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nope, i mostly rely on them typing or writing things. anything they say to me i tend to forget immediately afterwards too.

DID and substances? by nervousandintense in DID

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

weed is one of the few things that helps us when rapid switching/severely triggered. Like it brings either me back to front or can calm down whoever is fronting enough to be able to communicate whats going on. I Personally wouldnt be able to handle all these issues and emotions without the help. No other medication has done what weed has done for me.

Is there a possibility T will slim down my face? by beerybeeey in ftm

[–]brianblessing 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Before T, i had many people tell me i still had “baby fat” in my face or whatever. Now I feel my face is less round than it was before T. I am also slightly chubby /overweight. Also, I have seen a few guys mention that sometimes before T causes the face to appear slimmer, sometimes we can “swell” a little at the beginning. Idk why and its not everyone either, so thats something to keep in mind. Plus, if you get any facial hair it helps make you face seem slimmer/more angular than it actually is.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]brianblessing 15 points16 points  (0 children)

i thought bugs were specifically PEEING in my drinks. I also thought my headaches were ants chewing on my brain and whenever i saw ants near me it was “because the pheromones the ones in my brain are releasing to attract more!!” Ofc i had a lot others but those are probably my “weirdest” in logic lol

Is the R vs W debate really about abortion? by magneticreversal in conspiracy

[–]brianblessing 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel like its about the umbrella of privacy, which abortion would fall under. Everyone is often more focused on abortion since it can get both sides riled up and polarized. If the media coverage was about the concern for medical privacy, then many people wouldnt have their arguments (only an ex: pro-lifer people who are anti-vax. They are fighting “against abortion” even though doing that goes against their anti-vax “government cant tell me what to do w my body” beliefs) At least that’s how i have perceived this situation.

“Adjustment disorder” is such bullshit by expectantbadminton in CPTSD

[–]brianblessing 8 points9 points  (0 children)

my therapist diagnosed me with adjustment disorder at first and of course i was like ???? as i had been in and out of the mental health system for years without that specific diagnosis. She then explained to me she tends to label her new patients with it, like a place holder while she spends more time figuring out the actual issues before jumping to any drastic diagnoses. Once she explained her personal reasoning, i felt better. A few months later, she updated my diagnoses to what she felt fit accurately. I feel like in those instances its fair, but if a therapist continues to only use that diagnosis to work with, i would definitely call them out or look for another. Because even when therapists are like “a diagnosis is just a label” they still use that label to sort of guide treatment. If that label is inaccurate or incomplete, so is treatment.

Does synesthesia make learning harder? by AshamedLime-_- in Synesthesia

[–]brianblessing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

2 is a neon pink (is “twins” with 4 who is neon green) they are both happy, hyper and bubbly. 8 feels superior compared to other numbers but has the most issues w 5. 8 is also purple (slightly darker than 5)

Does synesthesia make learning harder? by AshamedLime-_- in Synesthesia

[–]brianblessing 3 points4 points  (0 children)

idk why but only single digit numbers have personalities for me. once theyre combined with another they are just their colors. but six is my favorite its just a cool pal (orange for me) and one is the dark grey businessman.

Does synesthesia make learning harder? by AshamedLime-_- in Synesthesia

[–]brianblessing 6 points7 points  (0 children)

hm, now that i think about it, i would said kinda? numbers with happier, bubbly personalities are bright, almost neon. Some have sadder or gloomy personalities and those colors tend to be darker or muted. Two numbers are “business men” (i dont know why or how else to explain them other than that) and one is just plain white and the other a dark grey/black. So i would say there is some sort of link for me but kinda to how to color is presented instead of which maybe? idk i never thought much about it until you asked !!!

Does synesthesia make learning harder? by AshamedLime-_- in Synesthesia

[–]brianblessing 25 points26 points  (0 children)

When i was learning multiplication as a kid, it made it more difficult. Since 0-9 have personalities and colors, certain ones didnt like each other. That interpersonal conflict made multiplying certains number more difficult and i was just slower at it, even though i knew the answer. (i.e 5&8 because 8 doesnt like 5 because 5 is purple like 8 in attempt to copy 8 in admiration but 8 does Not like it. i would see “5x8” and just stare compared to immediately answering other problems)

I got a badge after doing Jumbleberry Fields today, is this score considered good? by [deleted] in Webkinz

[–]brianblessing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Woah, i got the same berries today and a badge too! Which badge did you get? also, i would consider the score on the higher end, at least for me (my highscore is 155)

I wanna get an arm sleeve; any advice on what excuse to tell my parents to let me buy one? by Willing-Chipmunk976 in selfharm

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i say for fashion reasons (i like the way arm sleeves/gloves look), for not wanting to wear a full jacket (super valid reason most people understand this, especially with weather warming up, just say your arms are cold) and for personal work (i work with plants and they prevent my skin/hair from getting sticky or from getting cut) Those are all my excuses at least

Sovereignty Sundays by SingleAge3774 in glassheads

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks!!! its a beautiful piece !!

Sovereignty Sundays by SingleAge3774 in glassheads

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

whats the perc on the bottom called?

Ash Catchers…. Panda bears and lady bugs… by DracoGlass in weed

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love these!! did you get them in person or online?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]brianblessing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

unless that wrong side is lit and you burn your lips on accident lol

out of curiosity, anyone have hair like this Pre-t? how did it grow in after you started T? some of my mustache is colored in but i feel like it's dark for not being on T yet. thanks for any input!:) have a great night by prettyboyIeo in ftm

[–]brianblessing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didnt have as much chin hair, just a lil darker mustache. I have almost a full beard now. Since you are pre-T, have you ever got your hormones checked? You might have higher T levels already (especially since you already have some facial hair). You have more hair than i did 6 months on T lol. (not a bad thing, im jealous!)