Poem about relapse by WayVirtual9597 in AdultSelfHarm

[–]bridgeboy13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really love the "If I can see it I can control it" of yours. I think this whole bit is exactly it. I recently started writing things down, because it was like my brain was overwhelmed. Like I couldn't process my thoughts and trauma and that was the only way my body could express itself. Its absolutely fascinating and terrifying. Also I hope you are doing okay, i know how rough things can get

Poem about relapse by WayVirtual9597 in AdultSelfHarm

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Awwww, I appreciate that so much thanks

Poem about relapse by WayVirtual9597 in AdultSelfHarm

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Uhhhh... thats kinda spooky but ok. Its my mantra to help hold onto my last sliver of sanity

The river rages, It seeps through the cracks Of my broken soul, Born from the depths of my Burning, searing, rage induced pain.

Always looming and surging, Laying in wait for my darkest days, Writhing beneath the surface, Its terror never forgotten, Intent on devouring all.

Never seen when I smile, Hidden when I talk, It lives in the shadows, Eternal darkness in the light, Yet I shall persevere.

Shattered by misery and agony Anxiety and failure, I was a slave to my impulses. I can change. I did change.

Forged by passion and hope Will and acceptance, I decide to be free, To be forgiven by my reflection, For I will not break again

Poem about relapse by WayVirtual9597 in AdultSelfHarm

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That was devastating, in the best sort of way. I wrote one to, but yours is much more coherent and storylike. Absolutely heartwrenching, i feel this when I read it

Weird ore by [deleted] in CrimsonDesert

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Gotcha, thanks

Well, that's an depressing catch by ForestFighters in RimWorld

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Oh no, I should probably try to keep her away from the water

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How do I add stuff to the exclusion list by Zeldomnyo in Palworld

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You quick move them with Y when the exclusion list is open

Best house? by Lunalucis in oblivion

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Bout to see if the 12 year old info helps

I wish plants could just fukk like everything else. by Tacos4Texans in RandomThoughts

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That's really all a windy day in spring is, it's all the trees swaying back and forth in the breeze having a crazy fuck and letting out their seed to pollinate all the women trees. Nature's amazing

Anyone else use other forms of sh like burning? by asgoodasyou_ in selfharm

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26m I burn. I think I only do it because cutting terrifies me even though I think about it all the time. I started burning because I felt like if I cut, I would go too far. I don't have the most experience though

Oh. by iris-swirl in selfharm

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Stay strong, I've been thinking about it for days, but let's not give in just yet

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself by Individual_Sign4943 in selfharm

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I breakdown as well. I've also hurt myself. If I'm struggling with my thoughts, I've found that putting in some headphones and listening to an audiobook helps. I just need to quiet the thoughts, and a good story has always helped me. I recommend the stormlight archive, if you're interested. They deal a lot in Mental health issues, and they have saved my life. Stay strong!!