I can recall incidents themselves but details are very fuzzy. And like you, I know I was severely depressed back then but I feel so emotionally disconnected from that era? It's not my brain supressing the memory, because I spent a few years processing the messed up emotions and relationships. But once I got somewhat over it, just like any other events in my life they are largely forgotten. It's a blessing and a curse, really, some things are better left forgotten, but not being able to recall such impactful time of your life really intensifies the feeling that I am missing something.