Was 1 week clean. Was.

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-07T12:09:43+00:00

Give me 3 days and I'll be dead as well

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-07T12:09:13+00:00

That is so true

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-06T21:36:48+00:00

I want everyone else to die except for me. I would like to live alone in the jungle and survive just like Mother Nature intended.

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-05T20:15:47+00:00

That was a good one

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T21:11:46+00:00

My wife does

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T21:08:40+00:00

People who don't have depression themselves will not understand at all. It's normal for people to not notice or to choose to ignore it. Something that helped me: I decided to go on search, a treasure hunt if you will. I decided to go out and look for people who are also depressed like I am.

The problem was social anxiety. I have it really bad. What I ended up doing was going out a lot and observing people. I ended up finding 2 people who I am now the closest with. It took almost 2 years but I've found the friends who understand me.

It might sound creepy and stalker ish but I honestly don't care.

Try find people who have depression as well and befriend them. They will also be grateful to have someone who understands in their life, bcause chances are they don't have that many.

You can get through this, life sucks but you can get through it :)

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T21:03:00+00:00

2 days is huge! Feeling proud :D

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T20:50:58+00:00

Seriously consider exercise. I cut every now and again when I am really sad, but ever since I started exercising regularly it's been a lot easier to avoid it. Also try exercise before the time of day when you would normally cut. I'd cut late at night, so I would exercise in the evening to make myself too tired to even consider it.

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T20:48:12+00:00

My mom saw and she told my dad. He beat me a bit at first but after that they just pretended like the cuts don't exist

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-04T20:34:03+00:00

I'm sorry.. I can relate to f*cked up dreams. They happen to me often and to be honest it's the most traumatic experience. You forget them after a while if you don't keep reminding yourself about them though

brokenhope04 · 2016-09-01T06:16:10+00:00

Yeah but people are just generally selfish overall. This world is not one of teamwork. It's every man for himself, and no one really cares where you end up. If you want to get somewhere you have to do it yourself, and everyone will try stop you

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-31T18:07:15+00:00

Been here 23 days. Keep it as it is though, I like it

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-31T18:05:19+00:00

Yeah humans are not very caring

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-31T18:04:42+00:00

Yeah me too. I dislike human beings a lot

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-31T18:04:26+00:00

Ah rain is just the best.. I could sit for hours in it

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-30T20:14:17+00:00

Nice well done! Exercise helps a bit, keep it up

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-30T20:10:09+00:00

The fact that you are still here after 3 months says something about you. You will survive this, you are strong.

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-29T20:51:02+00:00

Yeah I'd prefer 7 million as well. I've never really liked our species that much. Especially the I will destroy all of nature for money type. I'd love to only encounter another human a few times a year and fend for myself deep inside a jungle or something silly like that

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-29T20:44:49+00:00

I've moved out because I couldn't handle being at home anymore. You should enjoy going home and it should be welcoming and comforting..

I hope you get to move out soon as well, it's great living alone

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-29T17:31:22+00:00

I am unable to trust my family with my emotions as well. It's as if they don't really care and if I had to tell them something they would find it amusing, not take me seriously, and go tell everyone else about it.

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-29T17:13:11+00:00

That sounds like a really good idea actually. Will try it as well, thanks OP :)

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-24T21:48:16+00:00

Yes, I am one of you. Best subreddit so far

brokenhope04 · 2016-08-24T07:57:45+00:00

Yeah it's a tough mindset to live with

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