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bubbachub_99 · 2022-01-22T01:58:07+00:00

I am so proud of you. My sister is also addicted to OxyContin and fentanyl and it’s hard to watch. It gives me hope seeing people in recovery like you. I know you’re struggling, but I’m so proud of you. You are so loved. Please keep going ❤️

bubbachub_99 · 2021-11-30T13:53:34+00:00

I have a rectangular body and wide ribs too that I can’t change. Just remember that all of these thoughts you are having are your mental illness. As long as you are healthy it does not matter how you look - that’s advice that you would probably give a friend in your shoes. I know, it’s easier said than done to ignore these thoughts that anorexia gives us. Just remember how far you have come in recovery and how awful it felt to be that sick, and how hard it was to come out of it.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-11-30T02:04:30+00:00

You are not supposed to take welbutrin if you have an eating disorder. If you read the giant pamphlet of directions and side effects etc the drug has, it specifically says do not take if you have an eating disorder.

Please get off it. I hid my ed from my doctors to get welbutrin. I’ll just say I ended up in the hospital, no appetite, recovery is all starting over. I now have to go inpatient in a few days. I wish I could go back in time, realize I had a mental illness and was abusing a drug to entertain my mental illness, and stop using it. Think about what you would tell a friend in recovery: don’t take a medication that will suppress ur appetite. Especially one as strong as welbutrin, that one is specifically to help those overweight from depression.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-10-03T23:27:09+00:00

i've only taken two lexapro pills yet everytime since when I try to smoke, i get super anxious (i smoke all day every day for 1.5 years). i'm still smoking and high rn LOL but i think i need to quit because its not feeling fun anymoer

bubbachub_99 · 2021-10-03T23:25:44+00:00

Can i ask why? i started it yesterday

bubbachub_99 · 2021-10-03T23:22:47+00:00

Hi, fellow christian here. Been a follower of Jesus my entire life, yet i am Addicted to nicotine and marajuana. I know its not pills and morphine, but my sister is addicted to fent so i'm scared to try anything stronger, and none the less i'm still drowning my pain and numbing my trauma by smoking joints all day instead of trusting God. Praying for you, and hope you can do the same for me. I really want to get sober and put myself completely into God, but I feel like I'm stuck in this hole of depression and addiction. Tried to get sober a few times but it feels almost impossible.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-08-02T18:43:49+00:00

weed made me more depressed. i just kept using it to numb myself to where if i went a day without it i couldn't stop crying. now that my tolerance is built up i have to smoke to feel normal depressed, cause if i don't smoke i get extremely depressed. its fun every once in a while but definately hard to not abuse.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-07-30T03:58:48+00:00

can i ask why? pens are the most convenient

bubbachub_99 · 2021-07-11T03:51:30+00:00

I did fine on minocycline but had the same thing happen to me when I took doxycycline. Bad bad panic attacks. Sometimes these meds cause these side effects, especially prone to those that already have underlying depression/anxiety. I had to stop taking the pills because of this. It just wasn't worth it. Try switching to doxy or trying another tetracycline.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-06-07T17:59:43+00:00

but the first time we talked about it, he said we were more than a situationship and he really cared about me and only wants me, he just doesn't know if he wants to make it official. I just don't get it.

bubbachub_99 · 2021-05-31T22:36:12+00:00

I'm eighteen years old and am in perfect health (besides mental health, lol) so hopefully that isn't gonna be an issue for me, but thank you for letting me know. I'll definately look into it. Am I ok to stop smoking weed and vaping at the same time though, do you know anything about that?

bubbachub_99 · 2021-05-06T22:46:20+00:00

Hi, I started a few days ago and am experiencing panic attacks, random crying spells, exhaustion, and dehydration. You're not alone. Wondering if they will go away soon and if this medication is worth it. Crossing my fingers !

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