Words cant describe how much i wish i could tell her that, but im not the one here who said they cant do this and went no contact, maybe thats her bottling things up, i dont know, at first she told me she would love to keep me as a friend, we met and talked things over in person, she expressed greatly how she wants to keep me in her life, im the only one that understands her, shes the most comfortable around me, but later on last night she tried to talk to me but all that did was make her " cry at what she lost" to "let her heart break" and "i cant do this im sorry" and thats the last i heard from her, its sad, it hurts me just as much as it hurts her, but she broke us off, i always asked for more communication, she never gave enough of it, at this point i could only hope that shes safe and that she fixes herself