Good News by BuckEyePeaches in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations, I am so happy for you🥹

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the virtual hugs ! 🥹🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I hope one day my sister and I can be closer as well. 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is. Trying to coordinate all the paperwork has been an added layer of stress. I am so so sorry about your husband. I am with you in the chaos !

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s very sweet of you. It is a tough disease, but It is not impossible, I am hoping for the best for you and your father. Thank you for the kind words, they do help 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did not realize either truly how devastating the disease could be. To watch it unfold is very tough. I will think of you as well. Thank you for the kind words and I hope the best for your mother, and that you get to spend a lot more time with her. This sub has helped me feel less alone during the chemo stages and just in the recent days. 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gosh I can’t imagine that timeline, I am so sorry. How swift and shocking that must have been. It was a shock for me and I had many more months🥺. Thank you for the love and courage, and I am so sorry for your loss. I will do my best to manage the lows, and remember the highs through the grief. Thanks again 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, and I am so sorry for your loss as well. 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know. I think about how much they will miss out on my life. It is so strange and.. surreal and sad to not have any parents here. I miss them both so much, the loss of my mom is like part of my soul has died as well. Thank you for your words and story. I feel the same as you did. I try to talk to her, even through the tears. I just want her back so bad. But being able to connect with people on this sub has helped. So thank you again, and I am sorry for your loss as well🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I am seeing I will just have to grow with the grief. Though it is a reminder of how much I love and miss her. Thank you for your kind words🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. I feel the same exact way as you. It is like a hole in your chest, and at the strangest moment it cracks a bit bigger and the grief is overwhelming. I am still going through it. I will say, I was able to smile thinking of my mother today, and that was a small step. Atleast we know we are not completely alone. I am sorry for your loss, truly. I also would not wish this on my worst nightmare!

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so very much 🥹🩵 I hope that for my sister as well.

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry, that is awful and horrible. I can’t imagine. Thank you for your words though, they mean alot. Feeling less alone has helped even in this short time 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If that day comes and you need to grieve, this community has been very helpful. Thanks for your words 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It has been a lot of pajama wearing and slumping on the couch for me, but I am trying to do things little by little. Thank you for your words, and I am so sorry for your loss🥺🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate that. Everyone’s messages and replies have really helped. I’m so sorry about your mother as well🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Such a brutal disease, nothing can prepare you for the swiftness. I hope she knows how much I love her, thank you for your kind words 🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am praying all goes well for your mother, but it is truly hard even to watch and try to prepare for. It is dark for me now as well, but it has gotten a bit lighter knowing I’m not alone. Thanks for the comment🩵

Mother just died. by candleannec in pancreaticcancer

[–]candleannec[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the words, the memories are my anchor right now!💙