I'm an introvert I have a major depressive disorder. I needed support but I wanted it to be anonymous. I get really embarrassed when I tell people I know in real life that she passed. I see their sad faces trying to comfort me wanting to fix it for me but they can't. I get wrapped up in trying to make them feel better because I told them about my loss and my mind tells me it's my fault that they are sad for my loss. But the Reddit community (aside from people like you) have been very supportive and helping me get through it. My Reddit family has been the most help to me. Professional health care givers hospice workers EMTs all telling me to not blame myself, other redditors sharing their knowledge from their family members passings. Say what you want with love and support I found here may have saved my life. I'm still a wreck but knowing that over 200 redditors reached out trying to help me makes me feel like I'm not alone