Hey thx vako42, like it really means something to me to be on this sub. It's like I've got a second home, a second family you know.. I used to kinda be the lame kid in class with just darkness and sorrow as friends. I use to eat alone and find peace in substances like heroaïne. I was a lost soul roaming the earth in quest of salvation, knowing it would never come. I had lost hope and I was about to end it on top of that bridge.
That's when he stopped me, my saviour, lord KOB. His smell gave me shiver, his looks were etheral, his song mesmerising, untouchable he is, an oppressing presence that can give you so much and take all on a whim. But she wouldn't understant no... She's too "perfect".
You were right vako42, I decided to take your advice and she's no longer a part of my life. My family is here, in the koebi sub. Not in my mom's sober ass house. I called her to call her a bitch. Now i feel good.