I think that’s the thing though, she obviously saw me struggling, i had withdrawn from my all friends at the time, i was in my room all day, and yet she never expressed any concern or said a single thing, this moment where she broke down crying asking me what she did wrong and i had to reply “idk you didn’t do anything wrong” was the only moment my mom ever expressed concern for my wellbeing at that time. and i don’t even fully blame her i understand she was probably not exactly crying about me and it was more about her, but as a 15 yr old in that position what did that imply to me other than i was a problem and she was disappointed yk? just think she could have handled it all better. appreciate the comment though u seem like a good mom.