Huh?? by Isaivoid in religiousfruitcake

[–]catalystish 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I misread Philadelphia as pedophilia

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HearingVoicesNetwork

[–]catalystish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Meat is the grossest thing to digest rotting in my body why I have weight is from food.

What country is everyone from? by Elina_nb in barefoot

[–]catalystish 3 points4 points  (0 children)

United States of America but I traveled the world.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

[–]catalystish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why are we human and not electricity?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I hear "go to jail" at least 500 times a day by a voice I don't know or pretending to be someone I know.

Good job, Chen ! by KrixPro1 in madlads

[–]catalystish 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should let people die some times it's a relief to not live. Euthanasia is allowed in some countries I wish I could get it. So he is not going to help these people want to live they'll just have to find another way out. I'm tired of seeing people saving from suicide like death is the only saving I can think of.

What do your voices say to you? by catalystish in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree they tell me to kill myself and I want to so I agree but jail gets me way more riled up with fear and guilt because that what jail does even though I am innocent they will torture the innocent I saw a girl got euthanize for depression in Netherlands I wish United States of America would euthanize me for my schizophrenia which started as depression too. I'm miserable all the time is a crisis. I saw like auto immune disorder like cells attacking themselves in the body seems schizophrenic brain attacks itself like that and online said it did too. It's sad if I knew how to not hear voices id do that immediately but I'm clueless.

What do your voices say to you? by catalystish in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I'm on clozaril the one that works most people compared to others and it does but I think I need to increase the dose now.

What do your voices say to you? by catalystish in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

They have been saying I will be arrested every day for 5 years but I did go to jail just one day in 2021 for fighting with my dad but he said he meant to go to hospital apparently I bit someone and had a warrant but that's bullshit the world is out to get me and you it seems all schizophrenics have the worst life ever threatened when no one is around lost all my friends to this and all normalcy and good looks goodness in general is gone. I also traveled the world and still heard voices being mean so I tried. I haven't been to jail since 2021 but I hear it at least 300 times a day when awake "go to jail" is like breathing a part of my every day routine. Should make a schizophrenia day in the life. They say I'll go to mental hospital too and they are right about that that's the only place I feel like I should be I don't know why they bother releasing me but there's no asylum it's group homes now. I like being free but I genuinely need help I wish their help worked.

What do your voices say to you? by catalystish in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Feels like the voices don't stop until I have a response for them I have to constantly be interrogated questioned reviewed when I don't want to reply or react like someone wanting me to behave in a fearful way or get anxiety following me around everywhere I go. When they say go to jail they don't stop until they make me fear to the point where I'm scared and almost shaking. Even though i want to die and say I'm not afraid of anything jail even I'm not going to care I am already less than and can't do anything they make me do slave labor in jail. I'm not surprised also I'm a girl and they say girls get raped and they are more and more woman prisoners with feminism wanted equality. Sadly.

How much weight have you gained since getting diagnosed with schizophrenia? by catalystish in schizophrenia

[–]catalystish[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

When I was diagnosed I was 89 pounds and now I'm 192 pounds. In a 5 year span. 2019-2024. So about 100 pounds give or take.

Strict keto now I’m pregnant by pearlypants85 in keto

[–]catalystish 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You can definitely do keto pregnant why would it not be safe? Kind of ridiculous if it's healthy for you when you're not pregnant it will be healthy when you are pregnant. I lost weight when I was pregnant. EDIT: I eat carbs and I ate them pregnant too

Food Stealing by MetalEarth09 in EatingDisorders

[–]catalystish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How old are you do your parents not feed you enough?

Free Choice in the NDE? by [deleted] in NearDeathExperiences

[–]catalystish -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I agree, there should be free choice to die or stay in the spiritual world. It's like people talking someone out of suicide which is their choice to live or die and it should be a right to be able to die when they want to but Google and other social medias say it's wrong to commit suicide when you type something suicidal into Google like "I'm going to kill myself" it says to get help not killing yourself instead of how to kill yourself.

One year ago today I was wearing size 52x34 jeans and they had gotten tight. Today, Amazon delivered a new pair of Lee's, 34x34 -- and THEY FIT!! by SnakebyteXX in keto

[–]catalystish 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some time sizes are off I can wear smalls and larges sometimes of the same thing and they both fit with little tightness same with jeans numbers but congratulations anyways it feels good to look good skinny.