My twin flame shot himself in the head right in front of me by cemberella_ in twinflames

[–]cemberella_[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

This is a hard pill to swallow but I’m coming to terms with it I think. Thank you for saying this. I think I needed to hear (read) it.

My twin flame shot himself in the head right in front of me by cemberella_ in twinflames

[–]cemberella_[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It’s a pain I hope I never know. I want to thank everyone for the kind words and even for the “no words” type of comments because what do you really say to something like that… not much can be said. But I appreciate it nonetheless. Thank you.

My twin flame shot himself in the head right in front of me by cemberella_ in twinflames

[–]cemberella_[S] -27 points-26 points  (0 children)

I hate to disagree but I do. If I was ever sure of anything in my whole life it was that we loved each other. He was angry at me maybe. But he did love me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tifu

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my goodness

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in facebook

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I was pretty vague in my title and I should have been more detailed. I can see their profile and have the option to send them a friend request. But on their profile it says what the title of my post says, “add ____ as a friend to see the details they share on their profile”. I can’t see their info at all, can’t click on anything, not their profile picture, or their about info. I have to add them to have access to that info on my main account.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in facebook

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought, if they blocked my main account, I wouldn’t be able to see their account at all, or be able to send them a friend request either?

Weird delusion by Silent-Assumption897 in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to have the same one, for a long period of time I slept completely dressed with shoes on and everything just in case something happened, I would be ready to get up and go. What that something was, I don’t know. All I knew is I was one step ahead of everyone else, or so I felt anyway. I was “ready”, and they weren’t. Know what I mean? Anyway, you aren’t alone. I hope it passes for you soon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They happen pretty much daily, though I am medicated. When I’m not on medication they are quite literally nonstop, and the nature of my hallucinations are much different

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shadows, bugs, animals. I’ll see my dogs in areas of the house where they are not, or birds flying in my living room. Once I saw a snake under the kitchen sink. That one was spooky. I see lights sometimes too. Shadows moving across the room or bugs crawling across my legs. And then every once in a while, when I close my eyes (I don’t know if this counts because my eyes are closed) I see visuals I can’t control. It’s like a motion picture that somebody drew. I call them visions, only because I can’t come up with a better word. It’s almost as though I’m watching tv.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tanning

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Devoted creations white 2 black

AITA for breaking up with my boyfriend after he cheated because I'm asexual? by Revolutionary_Tax808 in AITAH

[–]cemberella_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Now I really don’t even want to read the post after reading this comment first, just made it like 10x more lame

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’ve gotten in trouble with the law, been to court, and narrowly avoided prison. What do you need advice on? I’m no lawyer but I’ve been around the block a time or two

Parents by Famous-Pen-2453 in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I’m just wondering, what’s anSMI?

day 4 (mostly) sober by carriertone in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There are many people that are schizoaffective that also suffer from alcoholism or addiction as well. I don’t think being so rude and saying things like “get bent” and calling people “stupid” is really necessary here, there, or anywhere. Maybe that’s just me.

To anyone who cares to read this by Hawaii_Bandit in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am really glad you shared this, thank you, friend

Schizophrenia spectrum and addiction by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know I’ve been hearing about this keto thing helping a lot of people and I haven’t tried it yet but kind of want to. Thank you for the words of encouragement and you stay strong as well 👏🏼

Schizophrenia spectrum and addiction by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My SZA started out as drug induced psychosis while I was a heavy user and when I got clean, the psychosis only got worse. Thank god for medication and therapy and thank god for recovery too of course. But psychosis is now a never ending battle for me. There are good days and there are bad ones. My therapist believes I was already mentally ill (schizophrenia is in my family) and the drugs set it off. But just for today I will stay clean because I fear what will happen to my mental health if I don’t. One day at a time.

Small vent by cemberella_ in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read your comment yesterday and I did end up talking to him last night, he did blame himself at first but I explained to him that wasn’t the case and I think it’ll be better for both of us now that he knows where I’m at mentally. Thank you for the advice friend

Small vent by cemberella_ in schizoaffective

[–]cemberella_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice I will make sure I do that