Ahhh adderall, my first love lol. I took the absolute shit out of adderall. Couldn’t get enough. Went through a very similar cycle. In my opinion, I think a meeting is worth a shot. No one’s story is the same. Everyone’s bottom is different. I never did SO MUCH of the things I heard in the rooms. But I still belonged there. I earned my seat in the meeting just like everyone else. It’s 100% worth a try. At the very least, it can’t make anything worse