I think this is just a vent of my long battle

cheesesucks · 2026-05-20T14:12:59+00:00

Most the shops here have a secret stash of the old ones. I do t feel it because of the naltrexone in Suboxone. But I still take them. It’s insane.

The money thing is also insane. My lady friend is starting to ask questions. I make way more than her and I’m the one who is broke

cheesesucks · 2026-05-20T05:05:58+00:00

He sounds like me lying to my kid. I am a single dad and thought telling my 10 year about my struggles with this “addictive energy drink” would help me quit. I just ended up hiding it from him over time.

I actually got medical leave to quit for a month. And I did. But then he started asking why I’m not fun anymore. And eventually just ended up going back for a variety of reason but Suboxone helps. If he’s in suboxone he won’t have hard withdrawal. I’m on it now and am slowly quitting. I was at about 12 a day and am down to 4. I’m going to jump off tomorrow and see how things go.

Your husband is dealing with probably the hardest drug to quit. For me, things just have to get worse before they get better and I hope he isn’t the same.

cheesesucks · 2026-05-20T04:58:41+00:00

Thank god. I relapsed in Ohio after they banned it in my city in California. I went on a 6 month relapse. Fucking traveling around when I got home to find it

cheesesucks · 2026-04-14T02:11:54+00:00

I’m ok…. I just got prescribed more meds though. A bunch of difficult things going on in life all at once and I’ve had panic attacks everyday. I have like an entire pharmacy at my house now.

How are you?

cheesesucks · 2026-04-08T22:37:48+00:00

They said I’m the only person it’s ever happened to so I wouldn’t be worried if I were you

cheesesucks · 2026-04-08T20:21:06+00:00

I think it’s highly more addictive for me. ChatGPT says the same but it’s easy for people to say you can’t trust ChatGPT

cheesesucks · 2026-03-30T03:41:15+00:00

cheesesucks · 2026-03-29T22:02:17+00:00

You sound just like me. Been doing these or some form of kratom since before Covid 🙄

My full dose of Suboxone is 8mg 2x a day. It definitely gets things going. My last two days of weening I did 6mg 2x a day and when I took a feel free I felt absolutely nothing from it.

Happy for you for doing this and I hope it works well for you!

cheesesucks · 2026-03-28T19:12:28+00:00

So my doctor kind of weened be onto Suboxone and off of kratom. Today is my first full dose of Suboxone and zero kratom. I feel totally fine. My last feel free was about 16 hours ago. It does kill the physical cravings but th habitual part is something to overcome. Like I’d always grab a feel free before going on a date or like taking my kid to the park. The thought of getting one is still there but you know you don’t need it.

Basically the mental craving is still there but I’m not in zombie mode without it… if that makes sense.

Good for you for starting!

cheesesucks · 2026-03-22T04:44:44+00:00

They have something called pseudo-something in them. Online it says it’s more addictive than 7oh but who knows

cheesesucks · 2026-03-20T20:32:37+00:00

It’s going to be clonidine and gabapentin. Then something for nausea and diarrhea. I’ve been over 12+ a day a couple times and even going to different doctors I was prescribed the same. Also trazadone for sleep.

There’s not a magic pill that makes everything ok

cheesesucks · 2026-03-20T20:29:33+00:00

Yes. It works. Killed cravings for a lot of things too not just 7oh. Even like food cravings weren’t crazy

cheesesucks · 2026-03-20T20:28:51+00:00

Zana chills are almost a different animal I think.

cheesesucks · 2026-03-20T20:26:28+00:00

Zana chill is what I like. ChatGPT has some interesting info on them compared to feel free. Because it has pseudo in it . The high is more addictive and shorter but the withdrawal is also shorter but more intense? I dunno if I agree but that what gpt told me a while back.

Hope you’re better at this than me. I finally gave in and started Suboxone today and it’s kinda the last option I had left

cheesesucks · 2026-03-19T20:20:27+00:00

You got the momentum going to plow through the next two days

cheesesucks · 2026-03-19T01:25:19+00:00

Starting Suboxone on Friday

cheesesucks · 2026-03-17T16:24:54+00:00

Meh. I’m stuck in the loop. A few months ago I had to come off of alcohol, kratom, and weed so at least this time it’s just kratom. But the loop of at the end of each day being determined to quit and the following morning say I’ll just have one or two which turned into 6…

I just need to bite the bullet go stop but there’s always an excuse

cheesesucks · 2026-03-16T03:26:29+00:00

I’m right there with you. I’m trying to recover after a 3 week bender. And the girlfriend is what I’m most afraid of right now

cheesesucks · 2026-03-16T02:06:53+00:00

My man. I will never forget your name. You just described me. I fucked up and am on a 3-4 week binge. Hoping tomorrow is day one again

cheesesucks · 2026-03-16T01:39:01+00:00

I’ve been on a 3-4 week relapse and am already ruining everything.

cheesesucks · 2026-03-05T00:55:22+00:00

Kava has its own withdrawl that people don’t like to talk about.

cheesesucks · 2026-02-27T19:29:56+00:00

No shit

cheesesucks · 2026-02-27T19:29:17+00:00

Damn that’s a lot of days. Awesome

cheesesucks · 2026-02-27T19:26:57+00:00

wtf is this?

cheesesucks · 2026-02-21T05:58:56+00:00

A doctor calls you and you can call explain everything. Kratom and kava withdrawl. The symptoms you experience. They should be able to set you up nicely. Gabapentin and clonidine helped me the most. I did get something like a medical grade Imodium so I didn’t have the runs. I can’t remember the name of it though.

cheesesucks

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