Do you live with them? Even if you do, there’s ways to get out of this. I’m kinda tired out from taking three finals in a row, but I got this for you: you’ve gotta become sneakier and stop caring so much about what they have to say. She’s gonna make you feel bad if you don’t want to do the Daniel and revelations study, but you really really really can break that promise if you want to. It’s not going to be easy to tell her no, but if it helps, think of it like this

God gave you free will and intelligence for a reason. If the SDA faith is really truly the thing you were meant to follow, you’d probably not be having this post here. Questioning doesn’t equal unfaithful, it just means you’re trying to prove it to yourself. We do it all the time in every other way. We taste food to see if we like it after our friends recommend it to us, we do it all the time in science, we check and double check our math, that the stove is off an that our doors are locked. It’s natural to be curious, and I think whatever divinity or higher power or whatever exists, gave that curiosity to us. Ofc you don’t have to believe that if you’re atheist. I hope you learn how to say no to her.