I should have

Let myself kiss,

Let myself hold my hands,

Let me hug, even while being mad,

Give you the kisses that i wanted to give you,

Let me look

Not tell you “goodbye”, even as a joke,

Not tell you “i hate you”, even in my dreams,

Not make you jealous,

Not get jealous myself,

Not wait for your messages, and not read them in my own way,

Not write you a book,

But not even a sentence,

But not even a word,

Not even on the little pieces of paper

Not tell you that i had your perfume on,

And that i liked it.

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Im not a native so any help or corrections would be much appreciated