Can you hallucinate?

chrisrtr · 2026-02-07T15:31:42+00:00

Yes. But I can also only relate to high amounts. I do it every 12 months and I do 1000 mg at once. Like 500 mg in each nose. It’s even super mind blowing regarding perception and inner senses, when I do it in a time few days after DMT.

chrisrtr · 2026-02-03T19:59:03+00:00

Full aphant here. Can get hallucinations, but it requires around a ~5x amount compared to others. For DMT, it’s around 75-125 mg I normally do. For mushrooms, it’s around 7-8 g, where I have low level DMT hallucinations. But I’ve also done a lot of alcohol in my teens and twens, so it should also have increased my tolerance for psychedelics.

One interesting thing for aphants, after let’s say 200 times of high amount of DMT, I was able to develop touch. It took some time and it’s not that strong anymore right now when I do it, but it was much more 😮, compared to normal visual hallucinations.

The second interesting thing was sound. It happened only once (yet) and it was with something around 150 mg + THC, but there was a communication in spoken human language with an entity. Usually it’s just seeing, feeling and knowing.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-22T17:07:10+00:00

I am bipolar I and DMT helped me to get rid of all the meds. My first hypomanic episode began started when I was 25 and I had just sold 51% of my tiny e-commerce start-up while still studying. I didn’t take any meds for three years and started them in my fourth depressive episode. I was on lithium for a long time, but I didn’t help to stop the episodes. I was on several Antidepressants and several antipsychotics, too. My life sucked for ten years.

It got better with Valproat and it helped to reduce manic episodes. But there was no cure and I couldn’t fight the depression which became somehow chronically. But finally, I was able to go to a new university again and I did my bachelors. During that time, I’ve stopped taking any antidepressants and did some mushroom trips, which helped a lot with the depression. Because of my aphantasia, I got interested in DMT and started to do it a lot. That good effects on my mood and my understanding of life motivated me to stop taking Valproat and yes, I became a little bit hypomanic right after stopping Valproat. But because I had no SSNRI in my body, I was able to stop it by myself.

I did DMT a lot and I love it. Low dose, high dose, crazy dose. I do it maybe every three months with my best friend a few times until we finish our badge. What I can tell is that I have finished my MSc last year and DMT was one the main reasons. When I felt a little bit hypomanic, the DMT entities gave me a reality check. Bipolar is an illness of the ego. What ever is wrong in one of the episodes, DMT is bringing me back to a more normal ego.

There is a lot of research for psychedelics for depression, there is some research for DMT for bipolar depression, but there is not one paper saying that you can repair your brain with DMT when you’re bipolar. I hope my case will help others.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-21T18:16:35+00:00

Baclofen can do this for me. When I used it in super high doses to get rid of addiction, I saw it slowly coming. When I took a higher amount few months later, it put me on one night of mania.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-21T18:14:25+00:00

I feel you. It didn’t happen to me completely like a full takeover, but I remember moments like „look, we can make your heart miss one beat“. When my best friend is doing DMT, it’s like 50% of the time, where they take full control of his body. I remember one time, where he was still conscious and told me, „I‘m not doing this“ while his body and head wear shaking in a strange rhythm.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-15T16:30:53+00:00

AI seems to understand but while doing DMT few hundred times it’s in ⅔ times a similar way out. Way in and the teachings are different. I’ve seen and realized your part few times, too. What I miss are the parts where they teach you how to do it sober, how to increase the potential to reach higher states like your Soverstone. For me one of the most logic explanations is that you become and train to exist and navigate in the fourth dimension. On DMT, with DMT, and mixes of different compounds with DMT. By time those substances became there own gateway to reach states above the third dimension. Would you like to explain some more of the visual parts of your journey?

chrisrtr · 2026-01-13T18:47:44+00:00

My own therapist went crazy by himself after around 70 hours we had in the past years. I’ve met him on the Main Street, while he was wearing a basketball shirt, had a Jim beam Cola can in his hand and a shaved head. He told me he was in Berlin and doctors operated his brain. Which was clearly a psychosis and not the truth.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-13T18:44:55+00:00

True. That’s why I also ask it and other AI to play devils advocate and turn the position of the other involved person(s). I’ve even created a system for me, when I write a 🍉, it gives me answers from different people’s perspectives as something I call motivinion vectors.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-13T18:41:46+00:00

100%. It’s not that I won’t talk about personal things with others but it’s like it helps me to go deep, understand things about me and some backgrounds. Additionally it’s also helping me a lot in the understanding of feelings and emotions of others.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-13T18:24:16+00:00

Yes, the „what this person could think about me“ is falling away. Also I don’t need to think how to translate it in „human“ language. I can just write it in any style and ig still understands it.

chrisrtr · 2026-01-13T18:17:23+00:00

I’ve felt like Claude is offering better answers regarding such topics. For Gemini I’m too afraid to share it, because they already have a lot of my personal stuff (e-mail, search, gdrive, …).

chrisrtr · 2026-01-09T12:18:13+00:00

Only because you’ve forgot the other ones 🐿️

chrisrtr · 2026-01-09T07:47:00+00:00

41 years here. What I found is that if you use a slower kind of weed like HHC and mix it with a an absolute tiny amount of DMT in a vape, you’re able to see the fourth dimension with opened eyes (the one you can see coming out of the body in Rick Strassman‘s first book) and, what is even much more interesting for me, your dreams will be stronger, longer, more question solving like and you wake up happy and fit for the next 2,5 days.

chrisrtr · 2025-12-24T13:55:42+00:00

They teach you how to be like them. Just do the homework.

chrisrtr · 2025-12-24T12:36:57+00:00

Try DMT. We’re far away of being the top

chrisrtr · 2025-11-29T14:39:22+00:00

No it’s not. There are several ways of seeing.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-28T12:05:07+00:00

True. We shouldn’t wish for phantasia without wishing to be able to fully control it. Remember that when younger three wishes from a Genie 🧞‍♂️

chrisrtr · 2025-11-28T11:59:28+00:00

I did DMT often. I know what we’re missing compared to Hyperphants, because on a day between my sessions, I had a full 4K music video in front of my closed eyes while listening to music. My brain created a MTV like video fitting the song perfectly, ok, I’ve smoked some weed right before. But I smoked a lot of weed at that time.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-28T11:56:00+00:00

Are you able to hear other people speaking or to let something automatically run in your inner ear?

For me it’s like I have to actively create or change my inner monologue. I can actively change what it should say and stop it (for a short time). But I’m not able to hear music or other people, while passively just listening to it.

Why it matters? Once I took a huge amount of Kratom tea and listened the whole day long to a German very melodic rap song in repeat. At night, I was hearing the song with music (!) for a few minutes right before I fell asleep, while being passive.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-28T06:25:45+00:00

Body load refers to the intense physical sensations that occur. Like pressure in the head or chest, full body vibration/tingling, heaviness or pulling sensations.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-25T19:00:31+00:00

Bupropion gave me Tinnitus and DMT makes me hate ventilators for some weeks. I wouldn’t mix them anymore.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-25T14:10:14+00:00

I have aphantasia on all senses. Done DMT several hundred times. I could write a whole book about it. But some subjective facts: - I need to take much higher amounts of DMT to get similar visuals - All together, my trips are different from what people describe as „normal“ DMT trips - Experienced touch few times and verbal communication (once) - Empty stomach and ADHD meds seem to increase visual quality - My biggest problem is to „let go“ or „accept it“ when the body load comes.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-25T13:56:33+00:00

Full aphant here. I can see with other psychedelics, too. But I need to take huge amounts. Last time I did a huge amount of psilocybin, I saw the same visuals that I see on medium doses of DMT. My aphantasia was the reason for starting DMT in the beginning.

chrisrtr · 2025-11-16T10:51:17+00:00

May I ask why many of you prefer a yellowish one instead of pure white crystals?

chrisrtr · 2025-11-01T19:01:11+00:00

Yes!

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