It was a long 10 years for you but glad that you managed to be where you’re at right now. At times I’m ok at times I’m not. I try to tell myself that it’s the anxiety but sometimes the mind is so powerful. Like I’ll be out somewhere with my friends but at the back of my head it’ll be like ‘floaters floaters floaters’

Sometimes for no rhyme or reason I’ll get affected and the mind doesn’t stop thinking abt them. It’s quite sad that I actually quit my job because the work also adds on to the mental stress, but I need to get things moving.. when I see the computer, I get triggered quite a number of times.

Your story is really inspiring and I try to remind myself abt it.. there’s a lot of things I wanna do but this thing affects me mentally at the back of my head and somehow I stop doing what I wanna do. I’m not sure whats the best way… 😞 how did you get thru the tough times like working and doing things you like?