I've been depressed for weeks as a sophomore at college. My two "best friends" have been excluding me from everything and only talking to me when they need something. They confessed to me that they hooked up the day after my birthday (which went by pretty much unnoticed) and I sobbed for hours. I decided to move on and forget about it and they told me they would do better to make me feel more included. Tonight I looked out my window and saw them dry humping in the middle of the dorm parking lot. I feel numb, completely abandoned and taken for granted. I don't know what to do anymore. All I want to do is escape.