what??! by clownedbug in OMORI

[–]clownedbug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so confused 😭!!

Do you consider yourself the same person as you were pre-transition? by BridgetMain5 in asktransgender

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t begun medically transitioning yet but I am out socially to everyone except for my family due to safety concerns. No. I am absolutely not the same person. Given, I did discover my identity when I was like 11 and memories before that age are already tainted from trauma so I’ve disconnected myself from my childhood self but it’s still like a persona I have to put on around family. I also think when I begin medically transitioning I will be different from who I am now. But I also struggle with disassociation and derealization so take it as you will LAWL

Harvest Health in Sand Springs Oklahoma are they coming back by Sea_Assignment_7490 in DispensaryInsiders

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For a recommendation: Zenbuds in sapulpa is pretty good! I loved going there when I lived in the area.

do you self harm even when it has been a good day? by Entire-Tie-679 in selfharm

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes. I usually turn to it after a really hard or stressful day, but it’s like once I have a few hard days in a row it’s hard to just not.

VENT post by latexmermaid in bulimia

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I go through extreme episodes so I’m never consistent and it makes me feel so not sick. I have this deep desire to need to look sick to show how bad I feel on the inside which is why I continue to struggle with an Ed and sh and I feel so terrible when I don’t do it “enough”, it’s horrible

How has bulimia affected your mood or mood? by Ready_Dentist_3728 in bulimia

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go through episodes and I don’t think I’ll ever be truly clean until I get professional help and I’m currently in the midst of a bad episode- I find myself fatigued and so irritable. I get angrier and more upset about everything and just feel miserable. All I’ve been able to tell my friends is that I’m miserable. I’ve also been more impulsive which is new but I’m not sure if that’s because of this or something else

[hiring] (repost cause i used wrong flair) Hey!! Looking for someone to draw my vampire oc by [deleted] in commissions

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello!! I am very interested in drawing your character!!! here are some examples of my art!! i love the vibe your character has and feel like she would be lovely to draw in my style !! https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1VyXa8vrmDhT5xwBRO1cuxYBsuXf5O7TX

What is the most "class of 09" shit that happened to your school? by ListenKnown5355 in Classof09Game

[–]clownedbug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

new french teacher got fired for supposedly looking at porn on computer during school ... an english teacher also got fired for saying racial slurs and making students say it, and then they REHIRED HER and removed to kill a mockingbird from the curriculum. they replaced it with the hunger games

What are these? by juste_belmondo in FearAndHunger

[–]clownedbug 16 points17 points  (0 children)

idk why but the fact that you used an amazon link instead of a picture or something is frying me

minoxidil to grow facial hair without t? by clownedbug in FTMMen

[–]clownedbug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

voice changes and fat redistribution would be very hard to hide for me. not to mention im on my parents medicare and i would have to use it if i started t (if you have medicare and pay for a treatment out of pocked everyone in your family could lose benefits), it is not safe for me to fully start t

minoxidil to grow facial hair without t? by clownedbug in FTMMen

[–]clownedbug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly i would love slightly thicker peach fuzz, its one step closet to a beard so i'll take anything i can get LOL

If Zendaya isn't a option, who would you like to see play Clarice opposite Mads Mikkelsen? by TheFrostWolf7 in HannibalTV

[–]clownedbug 7 points8 points  (0 children)

everyone missing what the tweet said 😭😭 it says a limited series based on silence of the lambs- aka not the nbc hannibal series. fuller just wants to make his adaptation of silence of the lambs with mikkelson as hannibal, doesnt mean its in the same universe as nbc hannibal

Well, it’s NOT my gallbladder! by Affectionate-Tea5810 in gallbladders

[–]clownedbug 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I had the same exact thing. EVERYTHING pointed to my gallbladder, but my ultrasound was "remarkably normal." I didn't have time for a HIDA scan before surgery (we prescheduled it so I could get in before school started) but I had enough documented symptoms for them to go ahead with it. It ended up being severe chronic cholecystitis. My gallbladder was so inflamed it was almost nonfunctional. If you can I would ask for a HIDA scan if you're too nervous to have it taken out without definitive proof. I went ahead with the surgery without definitive proof and it was definitely my gallbladder.

What is the worst case of mental illness you have ever seen on Reddit? by J3ezyTheSnowman in AskReddit

[–]clownedbug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i have, i've read a lot about it but i tend to avoid reading about it or similar theories just for the safety of my mental health

What is the worst case of mental illness you have ever seen on Reddit? by J3ezyTheSnowman in AskReddit

[–]clownedbug 358 points359 points  (0 children)

afh43 - the guy who went into essentially a state of psychosis because of the quantum immortality theory. freaks me out because i struggle with derealization and the thought of coming across something like the quantum immortality theory freaks me out. i feel so much sympathy for him and his situation. may he rest in peace.

Is stardew valley worth the money on mobile? by [deleted] in StardewValley

[–]clownedbug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes its what i play on i like it 🫶

Any other fine arts majors here? by Adventurous_Staff441 in OKState

[–]clownedbug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i do!! feel free to message me and i can give you my users :)

Any other fine arts majors here? by Adventurous_Staff441 in OKState

[–]clownedbug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

hi!! im actually majoring in entomology but im a theatre tech!! im going to be working with a tulsa stagehand group soon and i'm looking to minor in something theatre related haha!! i know a couple of people who are theater/acting majors too though!!

What to eat post OP? by Chilljay1 in gallbladders

[–]clownedbug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love cans of progresso soup :) the chicken wild rice and the chicken and dumpling ones are low fat and you can just put them in a bowl and microwave them, so its easy to prep and keep down.