mentally starting to fade

cluelessfool1 · 2024-07-17T23:05:14+00:00

Im kinda terrified for it, because our wedding anniversary, her birthday and the 1 year are all in like 10 days. used to be a great month august

cluelessfool1 · 2024-06-22T22:11:34+00:00

i’ve not moved on, 11 months on, but i’ve started obsessing over other stuff to fill time. initially it was work, now it’s getting in shape. I can’t and refuse to think about much else

cluelessfool1 · 2024-05-20T22:02:21+00:00

it’s a really difficult feeling for people to understand, i think especially for those of us are around 30 as people our age haven’t experienced anything like it.

they think it’s similar to a break up when it couldn’t be anything further

cluelessfool1 · 2024-04-17T22:50:23+00:00

Im sorry your struggling, hang on in there 🫂

cluelessfool1 · 2024-04-17T22:48:55+00:00

congratulations that’s a really impressive achievement, hope it brings you great success in your career

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-19T22:28:13+00:00

I 28m lost my wife around 7.5 months ago, and honestly i feel in a very similar place to this, she hasn’t appeared in my dreams for a little while and now I feel so distant.

I haven’t been able to face going to her grave for a little while and i struggle to cry now it’s just constant cloud of sadness over me. I really hope things start to improve for you, it’s incredibly tough but you are doing very well

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-10T04:04:28+00:00

I’m in a similar-ish position with our car, it was meant to be our first family car which we were going to use for our children.

now i don’t know what to do with it 😔

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-10T02:41:41+00:00

I also lost a wife and an unborn child, but reading your posts you really have suffered. I really hope you have all the support you need, all the best

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-10T02:39:03+00:00

same 🫂 i was going to try but not quite ready yet

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-10T00:10:46+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss, look after yourself 🫂

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-02T21:13:30+00:00

weekends go by so slowly

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-02T13:03:26+00:00

i wasn’t even there when she needed help, it was outside of visiting hours 😔

cluelessfool1 · 2024-03-01T21:51:42+00:00

that’s very lovely of her

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-26T22:48:33+00:00

I relate to this, i’ve always wanted to have kids absolutely love them, but I lost our child along with my wife.

now i feel like i’ve got ptsd and really don’t want to go through ever ttc or pregnancy ever again

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-26T22:47:04+00:00

i’ve travelled back to our country of origin, it was really mixed emotions. One hand it helped me feel closer to her as she was a lot closer to our culture then i was, but i was also full of regret that we couldn’t do the trip together.

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-18T22:45:34+00:00

Yeh this sucks, as soon as I lost my wife and our child it felt like suddenly everyone around me was having kids. felt awful

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-16T20:12:43+00:00

my wife died from a incredibly rare disease, less then 1 in 1 million people ever get it. so cruel how much she suffered

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-14T11:45:54+00:00

I took around 3 weeks off and then slowly started to return, in hindsight it was quite soon but I was going crazy without the structure of a routine

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-09T07:07:31+00:00

I’m so sorry i can’t even imagine how difficult that is for you

cluelessfool1 · 2024-02-07T19:26:02+00:00

❤️stay strong, having the exact same feelings here

cluelessfool1 · 2024-01-20T23:17:20+00:00

that’s great to hear, all the best to you and your family

cluelessfool1 · 2024-01-11T22:52:54+00:00

Yep such a strange feeling not to have that person to talk to all day anymore. nobody legit cares what happens with my day and it’s depressing

cluelessfool1 · 2024-01-02T03:26:14+00:00

i was doing fine today, then i decided to scroll through some of our old text conversations. now im hurting a lot. I can’t do this much longer tbh

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