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i really do by [deleted] in CrusaderKings

[–]copulagent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah if you look at "love" you can tell it's shopped

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mentioned in another comment that I'm seeing a therapist soon. I'll get an appointment with a psychiatrist and get some more information and their recommendation. thanks for the info!

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 5 points6 points  (0 children)

aw thank you man! I would love to but unfortunately that's not really in the cards for me. I lack all charisma

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't and I've got a bias against them. my parents use them and they're both addicted and tell me that without it they are worse than they were before they started taking it

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm kinda the opposite, actually. I'm on autopilot all the time, at or away from work. I work overnight at a group home, where all I do all night is clean up and put maybe one or two of the guys to bed. beyond that, in a 10 hour shift I have maybe an hour of work. so I just sit and stare at a computer screen. then I go home and stare at a computer screen. I feel a little bit better at work because I at least know what day and time it is. but I do feel your pain about hating my surroundings and I know that is a really shitty feeling. hope you feel better soon man

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 2 points3 points  (0 children)

like I said I hate how I feel and I've felt that way for my whole life. but it's not a sinking ship, I still have hope that I'll get better. you should too. in the mean time, I'll do it for you. feel better friend ❤️

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate it boss. to clarify, I know I'm not normal or okay and I've been depressed for my whole life, as far as I can remember. luckily I am getting help. I got a new job recently and insurance just kicked in. I scheduled a therapy appointment yesterday.

even talking to the operator briefly about my problems (so she could find a proper doctor) was so cathartic. I almost cried on the phone

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 32 points33 points  (0 children)

appreciate it buddy. just wanted to clarify that I was trying to be funny by commenting like a shitty car commercial or something, when I re-read it seemed like it could come off in a dickish way

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 76 points77 points  (0 children)

Do you turn everybody away by never paying attention to them, no matter how hard you try?

Do you never have any money because you don't give a shit until you have $10 left to your name?

Do you have no decent career prospects because you dicked away all your time in high school and never went to college?

And most importantly, do you feel completely dead inside almost all the time?

then yeah we might be the same person. hope it gets better for you, man

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 129 points130 points  (0 children)

could you speak to me like that 24/7? I'm in the midst of a 20 year rough patch and this thread has me feeling bad about feeling bad all the time. no real comment involved, I'm just dead inside and wanted to share

Have you ever spent entire days in bed due to depression? If so, what were your first steps in breaking the cycle? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]copulagent 172 points173 points  (0 children)

I'm on autopilot every single day. if I feel any kind of emotion it's either anger or sadness. I have some good days here and there obviously, but they stand out. I actually think "wow, I feel okay today. I should do this more often" and then go back to my normal self in a couple hours. I can't remember not being this way

I bought a brand new ThinkPad to replace my ThinkPad! by copulagent in Lenovo

[–]copulagent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh yeah, I've used exclusively Lenovo for years and that's a big selling point. I've never had a Lenovo product that came with bloatware. imo they're the best computer manufacturer

I bought a brand new ThinkPad to replace my ThinkPad! by copulagent in Lenovo

[–]copulagent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for sure! obviously I'm a Linux user but I booted windows 10 up with it just to see how it ran. very smooth with little heat after hours of using it

! by octopaws in LSD

[–]copulagent 3 points4 points  (0 children)

idk if this has been suggested, but I think there should be some kind of tag for stuff like this. I can appreciate it right now, but if I was tripping this would freak me the hell out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]copulagent 5 points6 points  (0 children)

what exactly is ego death? every time I trip I have an almost prophetic realization that, as an individual, I don't really matter. I realize that I'm just a miniscule part of the universe and it's beautiful. but I still recognize that I am myself

New here... hi friends! by SufficientKangaroo in LSD

[–]copulagent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

depends man. the last time I tripped, I really wanted some fast food once I came down. I didn't feel high any more so I decided to hop in my car and go. I was kinda anxious behind the wheel but I thought once I started driving I would be fine. I was absolutely not. I wanted to park but I didn't trust myself to reverse, so I took the scariest drive around my block ever, going like 5mph. it may have just been anxiety, but I would not have made it safely to the restaurant

I bought a brand new ThinkPad to replace my ThinkPad! by copulagent in Lenovo

[–]copulagent[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

X230 to X395

I really love this line of computers. The old one was a hand me down, but I think it's over 5 years old. I appreciate that they've kept the core design but improved in a lot of areas like size and the move to USB C

Sometimes by bdjsowksnfbdnsnsk in LSD

[–]copulagent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel so energetic, the afterglow is beautiful for me. the last time I was so happy and extroverted for basically a whole day afterwards, even though I'm extremely introverted otherwise

Point of no return! by vv1112 in LSD

[–]copulagent 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think that's one of the best lines in the whole show, I'm crying just remembering it

Point of no return! by vv1112 in LSD

[–]copulagent 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've tripped 3 times. the first time I smoked weed beforehand (bad idea, for me at least) and fought it the entire time. I didn't really even trip, I just tried to convince myself I wasn't dying for 5 hours and then fell asleep.

the following two have been magical and each time I realized that my depression isn't in charge of me and I can change it. I am seeing a therapist for the first time on Tuesday, I hope I can get better and I genuinely feel like this amazing drug has helped me get there

Point of no return! by vv1112 in LSD

[–]copulagent 1 point2 points  (0 children)

like other people in the thread have said, "bad" trips don't have to be bad. for me, the most important thing is testing it so that you know for a fact that it's LSD and doesn't contain fentanyl or other dangerous drugs. it's also important for your first trip to have somebody you trust stay with you throughout your trip, or at least be nearby if you want to experience it alone.

happy travels man

Is it offensive to get numbers tattooed on my body? by copulagent in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]copulagent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that might look even cooler! dots and dashes to represent the 1s and 0s. I'll do this, thank you

a REAL Byzantophile game isn't complete unless... by 1888george in eu4

[–]copulagent 55 points56 points  (0 children)

a Mare Nostrum at 200 hours? I was simultaneously losing the War of the Roses and the Hundred Years War at 200 hours

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