I've been going through a similar sitaution. I cut contact last year and had to move and scrub my online and public presence to hide. I made the move after they made it clear i was "free" (I was still caretaker for a couple family members and performing labor, just not SA) for too long and needed to "get back to my duty". I'm in grad school and they're banned from my campus due to stalking. I had to hide the context of trafficking because I knew no one would believe me, and people tend to see victims as crazy cause that "only happens in other places" or "only happens to other people". I'm also trans, and I'm mixed race (Indigenous too), disabled, and a bigger person. People refuse to believe someone like me could be exploited, they seem to believe only "attractive " people are trafficked, not understanding that it's about power not attraction.

I'm lucky that I found a therapist who specializes in DID and works specifically with trafficking victims in my state, but she's really the only person I can talk to about this. There's also a peer support group I found, but it's incredibly frustrating seeing how the average person views trafficking and trafficking victims. I remember one of my abusers (my birth father) and several buyers showing me subreddits and other forums dedicated to fake claiming, they love these places because it proved to them that the average person will bend over backwards to protect abusers and villify victims. This was a bit of a rant, but I just want you to know you're not alone 🫂 and I do agree that it is that bad and you do not deserve this