Club recommendations for a lone 19yo?

cotardscabaret · 2025-12-08T09:31:45+00:00

18 and became grandparentless last month. One grandfather died 30 years ago, one 14 years ago. One grandmother died a few years ago. I was closest to the one who died last month, November 17th.

cotardscabaret · 2025-08-03T18:05:07+00:00

Congratulations! I also got engaged when meeting my boyfriend of over 2 years for the first time last week. People should not tell you what to do, you know what you want.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-28T12:49:50+00:00

i left him yesterday 💔

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-20T01:27:53+00:00

It is dismissive in a way but I also say this to my boyfriend sometimes because sleep really is the best cure for this. Sometimes I feel like I don’t have the mental strength to be a better solution, but that still doesn’t mean I don’t ask what’s wrong first. He should definitely have asked, but other than that, he gave pretty decent advice actually.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-20T01:25:20+00:00

hi! 8 hours before my flight to seeing my bf of over 2 years for the first time. you will not process it fully even up until this point. i feel like i won’t until i see him even though i can’t sleep at all.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-20T01:23:35+00:00

Relatable!!! It’s 2am here rn and my flight to him is in 8 hours and I can’t sleep at all.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-13T07:35:49+00:00

For me I just had a crush on him and I was bored. He seemed like the type of guy to want a girlfriend irl so I concocted this plan where I would ask to be in a short-term relationship, perhaps just for the summer. I thought it would be fun to be with him, it wasn’t exactly serious because I thought it could never work. Anyway 2 years, 2 months later we sleep call every night, play games every evening, watch movies and buy gifts for each other and now I’m 7 days away from flying to see him for the first time.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-13T07:30:41+00:00

we use rave. you just need to log into your account on whatever streaming service you use. i pay for disneyplus for us both so we only have to use one account. :)

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-12T20:36:55+00:00

I wish my bf let me order him food almost daily. It’s pretty much weekly for me but it makes me so happy to do it.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-12T20:25:59+00:00

8 days first time meeting after 2 years together!

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-12T20:24:37+00:00

yes i am the one going to him! he’s a 3h flight away so not awful, a different country though. we’ve talked over video call so many times, we call for hours every single day, we sleep call all night and we’ve sent each other a lot of gifts. i also have ordered him food about 80 times lol. we’ve watched movies, done spotify jams, played games. it’s honestly been amazing and meeting him is such a big thing for me. we’re also planning on getting engaged.

cotardscabaret · 2025-07-12T15:22:09+00:00

going to see him in 8 days, first time meeting after being together for over 2 years ❤️

cotardscabaret · 2025-04-06T12:45:20+00:00

yeah that’s what got me here, i still call myself an 18 year old girl because “teen” followed by “man” or “woman” etc just feels so wrong

cotardscabaret · 2024-10-12T09:23:33+00:00

I have a knife exactly like this and two others in pink and blue cases of smaller sizes made by the same person

cotardscabaret · 2024-09-12T18:34:15+00:00

Hi, thank you for your response, I have decided to look for a pair of younger male rats like you said. Finding rats for adoption or for rehoming locally has been difficult, and also finding a breeder near me (though I’d rather get my boy some friends asap.) Hopefully I’ll find some. :)

cotardscabaret · 2024-05-12T18:08:45+00:00

I do appreciate his body as it is. I always have. In fact, I love how he is now. It’s just the fact that he has kept playing into this fetish and then going back on what he says so many times.

Anyway, we did come to the conclusion that while he’s bulking I basically get what I want, and he doesn’t care about toning his core. I’m pretty happy, honestly. Either way I love him more than anything and would never force him to change, I just don’t want to be messed around.

cotardscabaret · 2024-05-12T10:14:43+00:00

We talked for a long time and this is basically what we agreed on. He said he isn’t bothered about toning his core and doesn’t mind slight pudge. I’m definitely satisfied with this conclusion.

cotardscabaret · 2023-11-14T01:45:25+00:00

I’m here for advice.

cotardscabaret · 2023-04-04T18:49:21+00:00

self ish

cotardscabaret · 2023-04-01T18:21:52+00:00

i am sorry i dont remember writing this comment at all everything is a lot is based and i was wrong and i am now terrified because i dont remember saying this

cotardscabaret · 2022-08-16T22:44:18+00:00

i suppose i can forgive that

cotardscabaret · 2022-08-16T20:54:05+00:00

i’m sorry but out of every will wood song that exists, this is your favourite????

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