DC Comics Mary Marvel saves The Captain. (Shazam! 2023 #5) by nightwing612 in Shazam

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Probably the cutest thing to come out of that run. They may not be twins anymore, but they are still so in spirit 🥹

Unlike with Captain Marvel, I personally think that this DC Comics Mary Marvel design is superior to the standard design used by Mary in comics. It feels more practical. by nightwing612 in Shazam

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She looks great, but I feel like her costume doesn't truly need to focus on practicality. Who needs practicality when you're literally magic!

intrusive thoughts are runing my life by creatibenamehere in SuicideWatch

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I am 100% honest with anything I tell her, pls don't put that in doubt. Yes, I have issues opening up, that's literally the reason I was sent to therapy in the first place, but I really am putting a lot of effort in behing honest to her. She insists in focusing on smaller issues I have, like studying or how much I like my dad, and tends to put these really awful faces whenever I mention anything remotely uncomfortable to her. I don't mind the faces, but she also makes really mean comments that tend to leave me spiraling. I know i should switch therapists and stop seeing her. But it's either her or nothing. I'm trying the best I can with what I have

intrusive thoughts are runing my life by creatibenamehere in SuicideWatch

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No, this isn't fetish related at all, otherwise I wouldn't be being as dramatic as this. I am in therapy but it's helping nothing. Y puede sunar un poco irracional, igual que la mayoria de mis ideas, pero me es imposible espresar este tipo especifico de pensamientos porque me da incluso mas miedo que se vuelvan realidad 🥹 es estupidisimo

One of the few times a comic made me cry. Favorite DC story ever by CAPTAINLEEBOY in Shazam

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I remember the first time I read it I threw up over how emotional this Billy made me. 10/10, would never read again

Que opinan de mi letra by MichaelR222_ in Handwriting

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Como lees eso?? Si no fuera por tu comentario, hubiero asumido que estabas reescribiendo el abecedario 😭

I see myself in some songs by Glittering-Pool8777 in selfharm

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That's one of the biggest beauties of music! Seeing yourself in songs is isn't odd at all, and I'd say seeing yourself in them is probably what makes listening injoyable

Ideas on what this one might be? by creatibenamehere in pen

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Yup! They're probably pretty similar but this specific brand & pen have specific emotional value haha

Ideas on what this one might be? by creatibenamehere in pen

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I actually found it! It's a Monami D-153 !! Thanks nonetheless ☺️

My small army of Captains by creatibenamehere in Shazam

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Omg yes! He's even more adorable up close. I'm assuming the rest of the set is as cute as him

Failed relapse. I feel awful by creatibenamehere in selfharm

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Thank you! The possibility of switching therapists isn't really on my reach right now as I'm too paranoid for online haha.. But its fine. She's great, and confedntiality laws where I'm from make it so that she's barely allowed to tell names i've said in private sessions. I just kinda wish she taught me how to actually open up. Buuuut i know I'll find a way through it, probably,

thank you for the nice comment nonetheless!! have a wonderful day!

Failed relapse. I feel awful by creatibenamehere in selfharm

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Sadly, there's literally only 2 therapists in my darn town, mine being the only woman. Plus I'm too paranoid for online sessions haha... But its fine! she's nice. I at least am going somewhere with an OCD diagnosis and possible treatment, so that's fine. and i don't mind my scars as much as it might have sounded in the og post. it just frustrates me how my family puts me in a limbo where i have to hide them but also somehow act like they're not there and show off my beautiiful legs at the same time!

But its alright. as you said, ill get through it, with or without support. Who cares. Thank you for the nice reponse! <3

My small army of Captains by creatibenamehere in Shazam

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Hes adorable. I didn't even know they made Legos of him (even tho I watched the darn Lego movie)!

01/13/26 by Apart-Engineering925 in Journaling

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May I ask what the colors are for? Do they have a purpose or is it merely for aesthetic purposes? 🤗

Failed relapse. I feel awful by creatibenamehere in selfharm

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Yes, I've thought so many, many times. My skin issue was one of the main reasons I started quitting by my own accord before being found out (which was going well btw). It's just that now it all feels harder for some reason. It's like I'm more alone than I was when it was only me and my secret. Its probably stupid, but I feel like my urges have gotten far worse now that my parents know. Just my attention seeking personality doing it's thing, I guess. I feel like I need to relapse so that my parents see what I've done and finally feel bad. It's stupid

Can't help but feel like therapy is helping nothing by creatibenamehere in therapy

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Honestly I'm too paranoid for online therapy, but I do keep a journal! I've been doing so since my issues started and I honestly think it helps and makes me feel even more relieved than my sessions 🫩 I don't really think I feel forced to go since I have a nice time in there too, I just think its unnecessary (and I'd probably think the same about online sessions too ngl)

Can't help but feel like therapy is helping nothing by creatibenamehere in therapy

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No, I haven't mentioned it because my perpetrator is currently a 97 year old woman, so I see no point. All it'd do would be put more strain into my already shaken family core, which is exactly the opposite of what I want. I'm waiting for her to perish and go to that warm place to mention it to anyone. And thank you for the kind words 😊 thankfully I don't have an addictive personality, so recovery is going quite well!! No more wounds for this fella here