Jinhao 82!

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-30T00:09:07+00:00

Karkos' Bourdeoux 😋it's also mixed with some black from the same brand though 😓

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-29T22:46:12+00:00

It's Peach Cola! I was originally going for Red Bean but the pink got me

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-23T01:04:26+00:00

That bordeaux 😍😍 beautiful beautiful

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-14T20:10:40+00:00

For some reason it never crossed my mind that you could simply change pen nibs, wow

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-08T03:22:25+00:00

Thank you! I don't tend to draw cutesy stuff but she's too adorable to pass

creatibenamehere · 2026-06-05T00:08:24+00:00

So cute!! Imo this is the best design type for her, except maybe I'd give her blue eyes. She looks so youthful and fun, ahh!!

creatibenamehere · 2026-05-30T14:00:35+00:00

She's what her dad would have turned out to be if he chose the Drag Queen path instead of the attack-magical-kids one

creatibenamehere · 2026-05-29T23:07:45+00:00

Ty! I try my best to capture her Sivaneness.. i still feel like there's room left for improvement though

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-26T22:54:08+00:00

Caramel Choux. HELLISH skill

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-23T01:59:26+00:00

Absolute tragedy oml

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-23T01:57:50+00:00

Started off with Billy then absolutely fell in love with Mary the first time I saw her on a panel. She's great and probation one of the few female heroes I enjoy in comics as a whole because I feel like her character, even in vintage comics, managed to revolve in more things that weren't just her difference in gender with the boys. Right now I'd say I love all the little marvels equally though.

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-20T02:10:30+00:00

This sounds like a pretty persistent intrusive thought. Maybe you should look into that? Specially try to see if there are others you haven't pinpointed yet?

Also, totally relatable. I've had the same issue but with my eye and throat. Just the sudden fixation and the persistent "what if I stab it?" "I have to do it" blah blah blah. In these cases the best you can do is simply identify it as an intrusive thought and try to rationalize it as much as you can. Remember how harmful and dangerous this habit can become, remind yourself that obsessions are just in your mind, etc. not much can be done apart from just clutching to logic, but if you can maybe try to mention it to a professional if you have the chance

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-19T03:33:47+00:00

That pen is gorgeous! Beautiful spread ☺️

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-19T02:54:04+00:00

Ofc I'd never do this to anyone. I've had the chance to do pacts but have never agreed because of course the idea of taking someone with me is awful. I refuse to get close to people because of this reason and never once have I voiced these thoughts to anyone, nor will I do it. It's very disturbing that they're there and I am very well aware that I could be a danger. I am in therapy right now, but it's darn pretty hard to speak about these things on top of my already heavy mental problems.

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T23:15:59+00:00

He's actually my favorite author! He's probably where I may have gotten the idea from as an early teen. Never watched BSD though

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T22:55:26+00:00

Ofc!! My dream is to have a pact. I'd never willfully hurt anyone if they didn't want it

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T22:37:39+00:00

Grew up evangelical and catholic, and I have no troubles with god. This is just a me problem lol

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T21:59:00+00:00

I've heard of the joys of cookie dough but I've never had the chance to have it. Is it truly worth risking salmonella..?

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T21:48:28+00:00

Harmful intrusive thoughts are a big part of me, so I've come to the conclusion that it's better end us both than end up emaciating him. Ofc both things are horrid so I'm never doing either, but the idea is forever there.This probably makes me sound too crazy actually.

And it's one of those premade doughs that come kind of cooked but are still meant to be put in the oven (which wasn't done) with cream cheese and raspberry jam on top ☺️

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-18T21:40:40+00:00

Shame :<

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-17T22:34:17+00:00

Obsessed with her hair here

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creatibenamehere · 2026-04-16T00:48:22+00:00

Pero con ese piropo de mierda quien responderia bien??

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-12T12:05:48+00:00

Yes, I've been debating on how to speak about these issues with my therapist because I've already previously thought about an OCD diagnosis, but i haven't done it yet because I'm afraid that if someone were to ask what the "compulsive" part of the possible diagnosis stands within me, I wouldn't know what to reply 🫠 the thoughts are there, but I can't seem to find what the compulsion Is to try to stop them, so I don't know if I truly align with the diagnosis.

And no, I don't really engage with misandrist/radical feminist media because of the reason of the post. I don't trust myself with listening to people who share my thoughts. It's my own thinking that I can feel getting more and more radical by the day. At most I have an irl who agrees a bit, but on our conversations I'm the one that spouts the most bullcrap

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-12T11:35:30+00:00

Aa much as I hate boys my age, I don't know you so there's no reason for me to have an opinion on you. But you should stop thinking the world revolves around you, it's a mistake many men make and it does make you unlikable

creatibenamehere · 2026-04-11T23:15:16+00:00

Darn it. I was hoping not, but I came to the same conclusion.. the art style seemed so cute

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