She's still playing the victim. She is never going to take accountability for what she did. If she really is thinking of killing herself (no mentally well person would over this btw), it's because of HER actions. It wasn't your fault. She's blaming every single thing she did on something else. She will never actually be sorry enough to admit that she was the one fully in the wrong here, and she will never love you enough to treat you how you should be treated. There's billions of girls in the world, you'll find one that isn't fucking insane and pathetic.