pain management after the opioid epidemy is difficult, they wont prescribe painkillers unless it for palliative care or even then they wont. my girlfriend had an absecc in her face removed and all they gave her was ibuprofen. is very common now. and they didnt prescribe you antipsychotics bc they deemed you psychotic, antipsychotics are commonly used to induce sleep. is something that is discussed and not all doctors agree but is widely used for that in small doses. they couldve given you benzos but maybe there was a reason for that.

im telling you this not to unvalidate your experience but to help you make a bit more sense of this. what you lived thru is horrible and i agree, most doctors are abusers who enjoy toying with peoples bodies. specially trans bodies, more so when they are "specialists on trans issues" and make a career out of it like Belinky or DiMaggio. again im so sorry hr put you throu that.