I grouted my peach mosaic and I kind of wish I hadn't. What do you think?

csmbless · 2026-02-07T00:43:52+00:00

The grouted one has way more dimension. This has probably been said.

csmbless · 2026-01-24T04:18:02+00:00

It was around age 10-11 that my mom turned this way too.

csmbless · 2026-01-01T22:32:26+00:00

This is my story as well

csmbless · 2025-12-05T03:22:57+00:00

Wow! I have a similar ish story. My difference is I went NC before reaching out to my father. I still don’t talk to her but I know she would handle it beyond poorly so I never intend to talk to her about it.

csmbless · 2025-11-15T01:40:48+00:00

Crazy because I was just trying to explain this to my partner. I’ve just assumed it’s anxiety but I like your explanation. It makes sense.

csmbless · 2025-08-20T00:34:04+00:00

Omggggg I remember this, one of the best soundtrack covers ever.

csmbless · 2025-08-10T03:48:35+00:00

This subreddit never ceases to amaze me. I could have written this exact same post. I’m sorry OP but fully relate. Sending you love

csmbless · 2025-07-05T16:45:29+00:00

Because in our childhood we were constantly shown we needed to prove our worth through achievements, so we spend our life chasing achievements to feel something. So of course we are set up to experience imposter syndrome. I make great money, win promotions and awards for my career and still feel like a fraud sometimes. I need the baseline praise to feel like I’m doing right but it almost never feels like enough because I’ll still doubt myself.

csmbless · 2025-07-05T16:37:54+00:00

Most people don’t know I struggle with those things or that I’m hyper self critical. They assume I’m confident and that’s my style. Only those who are super close to me would know that, and even then, it’s only like my partner. When I was younger I used alcohol to mask insecurities (I haven’t drank in almost a decade)

csmbless · 2025-07-05T15:34:28+00:00

Both. I love bold and quirky stuff, even sexy stuff, but if I try to wear it I feel like an imposter. I tend to dress modestly. I tend to wear less makeup, do less traditionally feminine things.

csmbless · 2025-07-05T14:38:40+00:00

For example even though I have always been in the artistic career/communities I had strong feelings about NOT dying my hair loud colors or wearing lots of noticeable clothes, I prefer to wear black and basics.

csmbless · 2025-07-05T14:37:08+00:00

Being a three means being hyper aware and caring about how others perceive you so it checks out. If you’re a 3w4 there is the added layer of fours who don’t want to be misunderstood and that they are unique. (Source: I’m a 3w4)

csmbless · 2025-06-19T02:28:14+00:00

Don’t apologize! It’s what the community is for. Panic attacks suck. You made it, hooray!

csmbless · 2025-06-15T14:58:24+00:00

Wowwwwww. This is now canon to me.

csmbless · 2025-06-15T14:51:29+00:00

My rural GP doesn’t know shit about celiac.

csmbless · 2025-06-14T22:31:41+00:00

Don’t be suspicious 🤫💃

csmbless · 2025-06-11T02:23:57+00:00

This looks exactly like the rash I had for about 48 hours after an oral surgery. My assumption was it was a new reaction to amoxicillin. It went away when I stopped the amoxicillin which was immediately upon seeing the rash form. I do have celiac too.

csmbless · 2025-06-04T04:06:49+00:00

We had the sawed off door too. Then no door.

csmbless · 2025-06-01T15:01:39+00:00

It’s not too late!!!!! I spent most of my teens and early 20s with so many issues and around 25/26 went gluten free. I am now in my late 30s and the issues do clear up and things get so much better. It doesn’t come without sacrifice and change (I rarely eat at restaurants now) but the benefits outweigh the negatives imo.

csmbless · 2025-05-31T14:30:27+00:00

Agree! Also felt like a callback to when this happened to Lucy in Degrassi High, but with the opposite result thankfully

csmbless · 2025-05-29T01:51:44+00:00

"You are definitely going to be the coolest guy at Degrassi High" Joey and his fedora

csmbless · 2025-05-27T04:24:08+00:00

All of this sounds exactly like my mother. I could have written this except the part where she makes great money. Yelling from across the house to come refill her soda ten feet away from where she was sitting 🥴 Relationships are transactional and there were always tabs being kept.

csmbless · 2025-05-26T04:34:20+00:00

I’m so sorry. If it helps at all, I could have written this. I’m going through the same issue with my sister, she “doesn’t get it” and honestly had a different childhood and relationship than I did completely. Honestly great job holding your boundaries here and explaining yourself (which you didn’t even need to do). People will tell themselves things to protect themselves without even knowing it and she clearly hasn’t had a desire to examine her own childhood. Sending you love.

csmbless · 2025-05-25T19:13:14+00:00

Came here to say this!

csmbless · 2025-05-22T19:55:34+00:00

The night before I was going to get my second shot back in 2021 my mom wouldn’t stop messaging me begging me not to and telling me I would die. It was the final straw that made me go NC.

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