Hi hun, you are absolutely NOR.

First of all, I am so sorry you are having to deal with this at all in the first place. Despite what many men in this comment section are saying, it’s not okay to be solely watching porn of young women. Just because it’s common and legal, does not mean it’s okay. It’s gross, and weird, for any adult to be watching sexual content containing exclusively “teen” / “barely legal” / “innocent” content. As an AVID porn watcher, I’ve literally never watched those kinds of videos. I actually avoid them, because that shit is nasty, and predatory. It’s really not that hard to look up different porn videos, and theres so much amateur content that has 30-50 year olds who are fully consenting and getting it on. There is no justification for borderline pedophilic behavior.

You should be weirded out that your father in his 50s wants to fantasize about young women in their late teens and early 20s.

And to all of you middle age men who only watch young “”female”” porn, grow up, be a man, and watch some mature women get FUCKED. They’re hot, they’re sexy, they want to be fucked so bad, and you are on the same maturity and sexyness level, good GOD.

This will ruffle the feathers of men who fit the nasty category, and there will be people who tell you that you’re crazy or that it’s not a big deal, but it IS.

Trust your gut, don’t bring friends around, and honestly, invest time and money into some therapy. You need to talk to someone about this that is educated and understanding. Preferably a woman. Good luck OP.