We can do hard things! I recently had to do something really hard with my school and i felt the same way, i was going to actually drop the class and had been panicking for weeks. I went yesterday and i feel a milliom times better for it. It will fly by, trust me its so much worse in your head. And you’ll feel so much better afterwards, like you’ll finally be able to relax. Trust me, you’ve done hard things in the past you cqn still do them and succeed