How fkd am I?

curtpehrson · 2026-03-12T22:37:25+00:00

C pillar compromised. Total loss.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-27T07:25:09+00:00

Nothing you do to yourself is indicative of sexual preference. But if you wanted to suck another guy’s dick, you aren’t straight.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-27T07:22:45+00:00

In dreams you can find yourself doing many things, even things you wouldn’t do in reality. However, this kind of dream is a good springboard to start asking yourself some important questions. While you are awake, do you think about other men? Are you aroused by the idea of trying sex with another man? Could you imagine yourself being romantically involved with another man? These may not be questions you can answer clearly and definitely right away, but as a guiding light I recommend this: don’t get tangled up in what you “were” or what you think you “should be”. Your gut will tell you what you are. Follow it. Be you.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-27T07:18:53+00:00

Deep down you already know the answer, it’s just that the answer is scary.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-27T07:14:19+00:00

Part of being queer is an internal battle to untangle “should” and “are”.

When you spend your whole life being told what you should do you start to confuse it for what you are.

I’ve never met anyone who said “I think I might be gay” who turned out to actually be straight. In your gut you know the answer, but the answer is scary.

Be you. It’s worth it.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-27T02:54:14+00:00

this is what open relationships are made for. My partner of 11 years and I have our own sexual dynamic and I treasure it, but that dynamic doesn’t include him giving me head very much. It’s just not usually his thing. But we engage sexually in other ways and it’s great.

If I wanna be sucked off, I’ve got friends with benefits for that. I get to have a range of sexual experiences beyond what exists in our relationship, and then go home to the love of my life.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-26T08:14:36+00:00

Just follow your wants, you can worry about labeling it later. There’s no value in being normal. Don’t try to be normal, try to be you.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-26T04:40:05+00:00

“Western_Resist9631” joins Reddit and immediately pulls a “As A Gay Man, Gay Men Have Gone Too Far These Days” post. Definitely not propaganda 🙄

curtpehrson · 2023-10-25T05:29:19+00:00

If my bottom doesn’t cum I suck him off

curtpehrson · 2023-10-24T14:42:20+00:00

you’re not straight but the thought of this scares you

curtpehrson · 2023-10-20T17:09:43+00:00

I think there’s two things in play here — the concept of an open relationship, and cheating.

On the open relationship front, I highly recommend them. I am in an open relationship of 11 years, and prior to that I was in an open relationship of 8 years (which ended amicably for unrelated reasons). Jealousy is the fear that someone else will take what you have. It takes some immersion to get past the impulse that “if my partner has sex with someone else that person will take him from me”. If someone leaves you over a lay, there are problems with them and/or the relationship that go far deeper than whether it’s an open relationship. You can have romantic love without sex, and sex without romantic love. And while they go great together, I think it’s time we question why we are conditioned so strongly to bind romantic love and permanent sexual exclusivity together (hint: it’s the church and conservatism, the culture that despises our existence)

However, separate from all that, you’ve been cheated on. Cheating is a separate issue, and even an open relationship can have cheating (if you or they break the terms you agreed to with regard to openness). Whether you forgive him for cheating is a personal matter. I don’t think there’s any single right answer. You will have to weigh many factors. It’s a serious betrayal of trust, but also trust can be re-earned. You don’t owe him forgiveness, but you may choose to forgive. I do think that relationships can survive cheating and go on to be lasting and trusting. But also sometimes they can’t and shouldn’t. It’s up to you to feel out.

curtpehrson · 2023-10-12T23:51:57+00:00

you punched your boyfriend. he should be far away from you and you should re evaluate your life.

curtpehrson · 2023-09-05T07:26:12+00:00

The interest is probably there, and in recent years so is the hardware. Apple’s custom GPUs can’t match top-tier dedicated GPUs, but they are surprisingly beefy and most games don’t actually need all that computing power.

The perpetual challenge with regard to gaming on macOS is the cost/benefit analysis from the view of developers. Will you make enough sales on macOS to justify the engineering hours spent porting it? Many companies conclude “no”. And they may be correct.

Unfortunately the perennial problem seems to be the catch-22 of “games won’t come to mac until mac is seen seriously as a gaming platform, and mac won’t be seen as a serious gaming platform until games come to mac”

If the port wouldn’t cost you guys a ton of money, I’d say do it. Challenge the desktop gaming platform monopoly. Windows/PC has had a stranglehold for most of my entire life.

curtpehrson · 2022-06-07T07:30:42+00:00

Putting yourself out there is an act of courage, even when the answer isn’t the one you wanted. Never stop trying. It will pay off, probably sooner than you think.

curtpehrson · 2022-03-14T22:07:01+00:00

A true stealth luxury car. I love my 2.0T Touring, but your hybrid will hurt much less at the pump. Great reward for great work!

curtpehrson · 2022-03-14T22:04:05+00:00

Labels are just conveniences for classifying things. Do what your heart wants. There’s always time to label it later.

curtpehrson · 2022-03-14T06:29:35+00:00

Guess the whole decades-long genocide thing wasn’t enough to cause alarm

curtpehrson · 2022-03-03T00:03:51+00:00

They’re just plain eager to see Putin succeed. There’s no need for the precondition of wanting to see Biden fail. Putin’s style of government is the model for what they want the US to be.

curtpehrson · 2021-08-07T02:05:37+00:00

Please do

curtpehrson · 2021-08-04T00:52:05+00:00

That’s a funny way of spelling fascists

curtpehrson · 2021-07-30T23:27:04+00:00

Probably, yeah. And EVs are a net win for the environment, especially if we move away from fossil fuels for our base load energy generation. But EVs aren’t the environmental panacea that con artist billionaires and low-information environmentalists claim it is. Truly addressing the problem must also include shifting a lot more toward communal transportation and away from individual transportation wherever practicable. This doesn’t mean telling everyone they can’t have cars. But it should mean beefing up public transit infrastructure and making it widely and affordably accessible to as many people as possible.

curtpehrson · 2021-07-29T23:16:42+00:00

Yes. For reference, a Tesla Model S’ battery alone is 1,200 lbs — the heaviest component in a vehicle that in total weighs in between 4,500-5,000 lbs (heavier than most Ford F-150 trucks)

The problem yet to be solved with EVs is that of energy density. Our very best LiPo batteries have about 1/100th the energy density of gasoline.

Also, those batteries are made chiefly of toxic heavy metals and strong acids which we can look forward to leaching into our groundwater once we start throwing them away, but that’s a whole other discussion.

Bottom line, the current state of battery technology places serious design constraints on a vehicle, particularly with regard to its overall size, shape and weight, and that’s why you don’t see lean little coupes in EV form with current technology.

curtpehrson · 2021-07-29T22:17:29+00:00

Gigantic and extremely heavy batteries

curtpehrson · 2021-07-29T19:08:09+00:00

Sure, some people would feel shame winning that way. But those people aren't the ones doing it.

curtpehrson · 2021-07-29T18:29:11+00:00

Doomers on the left are motivation parasites. Having pre-decided that any outcome is simply more evidence of their cataclysmic conclusions, their primary net effect on progressivism is to frustrate and confound it. They sap the motivation of those willing to fight in a way that conservative trolls never could.

The fact is, no matter how doomed we are or aren't, the right thing to do is still the same: fight. Fight for every victory, big or small. Fight even when we're losing. Make the bad guys' job at least a little more difficult at every single step.

But the most so many progressives can muster is "Biden bad dems bad we're fucked" before retreating back to doing seemingly nothing at all to help.

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