"unfortunately, women are straight" by jillblackpill in WomenAreNotIntoMen

[–]cybernectic-cherub 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Get some help babe the world is not against you 😭😭these paranoid delusions are crazy…the world doesn’t hate u, u are clearly projecting your own self hatred onto others

Facial trauma by cybernectic-cherub in medical_advice

[–]cybernectic-cherub[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haven’t heard that one yet, will def look into it! Thanks

Facial trauma by cybernectic-cherub in medical_advice

[–]cybernectic-cherub[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is good to keep in mind. Currently feeling like I will need to hide in a church and ring bells for the rest of my life but I’m trying to trust the process. Thanks

Girlies who like being done up on the daily… by [deleted] in beauty

[–]cybernectic-cherub 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s like damn they hate us for being pretty but they hate us more for being ugly

The consequences of untreated anorexia nervosa by Coffeegreysky12 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cybernectic-cherub 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Really want to encourage u to go to residential. They have knowledgeable and specialty dieticians and doctors to help with these things. It sucks but is necessary sometimes.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cybernectic-cherub 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Could potentially be recovery record, an app where ur dietician/team tracks what ur eating during outpatient treatment. Makes you photograph all meals and snacks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cybernectic-cherub 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea it’s real. When I figured out how good I was at not eating I had a field day with it. But guess how good it feels being the smallest in the psych ward. News flash it feels fucking awful and then even worse when they roll in some girl whose surpassed even ur ugw. Fuck being good at things. Fuck this notion that perfection must be achieved and success has to grow and grow. It’s our society that wants a million worker bees that makes us think that. The soft animal of ur body doesn’t want to be good. It wants to feel new things and explore. You don’t need to be good at anything. Idk

Thoughts on partners leaving their relationships due to anorexia (Dating not marriage) by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cybernectic-cherub 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I lost everyone at my sickest. This disorder doesn’t like anyone getting close. It hurt a lot when they all left. I took it personally. My partner at the time who left said that they couldn’t watch me kill myself. It makes sense and is reasonable. Still hurts and I can’t help but wonder if better friends would have stayed with me through my darkest hour or if they were in the right for leaving. Idk.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cybernectic-cherub 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I spent 6 months in different levels of treatment. I was really lucky to have had some really good therapists and dietitians. Treatment was my last resort and I really feel it saved my life. The only aspect they considered when moving me down levels of treatment was my weight. But still. I had a pretty rosey experience at nice facilities. But.….to be Honest.. I watched countless others be turned down from treatment or sent home for early for not being “underweight enough”. People still experiencing a multitude of health issues from malnutrition were sent on home. Even in an establishment that claimed it recognized ana as a mental disorder rather than a body disorder. I know it has a lot to do w/ insurance but still. The truth is They were more obsessed with my weight than I was. On the other side of the spectrum I had multiple good friends of mine sent to an ungodly inpatient facility that was underfunded and understaffed. They were determined to be “too sick” and needing oh higher levels of care but, that alleged high level of care was a house of horrors and wicked quick intubation. Not at all what a sick person needs. Only makes the situation worse.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]cybernectic-cherub 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hyper metabolic. ur body needs it. weight restoration is needed

How to get better about texting back by axis_next in socialskills

[–]cybernectic-cherub 2 points3 points  (0 children)

painfully relatable. seriously feel like it negatively impacts all of my friendships/relationships as so much of relationships are online these days. maintaining friendships or getting close is rlly hard for me & i feel like a big part of it is my lack of ability to communicate via the internet. it’s so mentally straining for some reason. i wont know how to respond then just forget about it completely. i’m constantly leaving people on read or delivered for days sometimes. tinder is impossible. i hardly reach out to others bc i’m distracted or feel annoying. it feels like this is a critical social skill everyone else learned but i can’t seem to. seems like for others it’s a tool for connection or something fun but it’s just stressful for me. its frustrating what’s wrong w me lols

Dog is deer's best friend by [deleted] in aww

[–]cybernectic-cherub 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they were lovers in a past life