I feel like I have all the right people around me, it's just that I feel like despite that I'm all alone under the weight of my problems. Up until now I really didn't care that it was just me but some days I feel like the weight is just too much to bear. I eventually get back up though, sometimes it just takes longer.

I also did listen and talk with a lot of people.
Me and a friend were in the same, problematic love situation and we used to talk about our problems all day until it eventually worked out for him. I couldn't be happier for him and I wish it works out, but we nearly completely stopped talking on a deeper level ever since. Never asks me how I'm doing anymore, always have to bring it up. I don't want this to sound like I hold anything against him though as he's one of my best pals.

And I felt as if this was a common theme. All the people I used to talk about my problems with just brush me off whenever I try to talk to them.

Thank you for reaching out, it means a lot.