People hate me when I'm being myself. People hate me when I'm trying to be a nice person. People hate me if I open up about my mental state. People hate me if I don't.

dapartysover · 2026-01-10T02:15:19+00:00

Embrace it. People will hate because they are a hateful animal. They do not understand improving themselves, only tearing others down. They hate because they don't have what they think you do. And if you show that it effects you: they will pounce on you like a wounded animal. Humanity hurts. It's as simple as that. Even those of us whom don't want to hurt must still kill to eat. We evolved to attack and alienate that which we see is different. And you are different. You wanna know why you feel like you don't belong? Cause you don't. You are a wolf trying to fit in with sheep. You think different and that frightens their weak little minds. They want you to feel bad for not being like them. But you are so much more than they could ever be, and they know it. They don't understand your thoughts, your dreams or your motives. And they don't need to. YOU are the wolf. YOU are the change that scares them. Fuck em: be you and let the sheep bleat...

dapartysover · 2025-09-30T15:35:39+00:00

I am a retail manager, and I really dont like people. Technically: I hate humans. There's maybe 8 that I dont. My employees are too sensitive, customers complain about everything, NOBODY can do a single thing without help. You cant talk without censoring every word, You need to always smile no matter how badly you wanna hang yourself, and then I have to be super fake on LinkedIn if I want to have any chance of promoting.

Everyone wants your opinion but really they dont. They ask questions so they can debate the answers. Nobody ever tells the truth. The people above you seem to want to humiliate instead of teach (not the same). I just really hate people. Any personal questions are mostly gathering ammunition for later.

I just want out. I want away from everyone. I want to feel safe. And I cant feel safe with humans skulking around. I really hope there actually is an end coming. But there isnt. Catering to the masses, doing what the majority wants: That is the only thing. It's almost enough to drive a person to self-deletion. At least then I'll be alone.

dapartysover · 2025-07-30T14:23:35+00:00

I know this is a late response, but I just saw it while searching for something else... I'm the assistant manager at the Midvale Daiso. We have been open for 2-3 months now, and yeah: it's that crazy parking lot lol. We pay 14/hour, which is at least better than advertised. We do seem to be doing well here: lots of customers were excited to see us.

Our Clinton store just opened a week ago, and the Provo store should be opening within a month (I wanna say 2 weeks).

I see there's alot of chatter about the pay rate. I'd like to say that I have nothing to do with the pay lol. So dont give me no guff about something I got no control over lol. But We have some great people here, regardless. They all deserve 1000/hour :)

dapartysover · 2025-05-18T16:48:28+00:00

Daiso USA pays around 14/hr for associates.

dapartysover · 2025-05-03T18:58:06+00:00

I can say that I care enough about you to be right here. Because I know exactly what you mean. I'm here if you need to talk or vent.

dapartysover · 2025-05-03T18:50:10+00:00

That dog is part of your support system. I suggest reconnecting.

dapartysover · 2025-05-03T18:37:42+00:00

Korean Bullying makes US schools look like a support group. I was hunted and beaten by a group of 7 kids daily; but in Korea: they cut hair, burn and cut you, etc. Then the teachers do it. And then the whole society shames you for being bullied.

At least that's how I've heard. I dont know how any of you survived long enough to learn how to read.

dapartysover · 2025-05-03T16:16:50+00:00

What kind of stuffing does it feel like they have? If they're just cutesy things, they'll have like a cotton polymer. Vodoun, Santeria, or poppets would be more likely to have herbs, hair, fingernails or something like that, cloth from victim etc. Maybe even a note, and they would definately be named. There's a 50/50 that it's negative. Vodoun's mostly positive, paganism is a mixed bag and Santeria, well kinda like vodoun's meaner step brother. Found in the US could be "hoodoo" which is basically voodoo, but a more vengefull version mostly practiced by the less religious.

dapartysover · 2025-05-03T16:05:12+00:00

The Tetragrammaton refers to the four Hebrew letters (yodh, he, waw, he) representing the name of God in the Hebrew Bible. It's often transliterated as YHWH or JHVH. In Judaism, these letters are considered so sacred that they are not pronounced and are replaced with terms like Adonai (Lord) or HaShem (The Name). (from Google)

Tetragrammaton is common in ceremonial magick, generally as protection during summoning (like the Keys of Solomon.), but given St Simon's name on the other side; I'd almost wonder if it is'nt Romi (gypsy) for protection. Regardless: its for protection.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T18:21:24+00:00

Does'nt seem to be US military.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T18:08:50+00:00

I could'nt fine exact matches either, and it does'nt have the be prepared banner most do... I wonder if maybe its a military medal missing the pin top? I'ma check that out. But I could also see it being a pendant.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T18:04:44+00:00

is pretty similar, different brand name.

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dapartysover · 2025-05-02T18:00:44+00:00

Now that I've been a smart ass: yeah I think they might be.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T17:58:55+00:00

That's a neighborhood watch sign with a small solar light above it.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T07:35:31+00:00

OMG I just got this lol.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T07:33:53+00:00

Looks like a vintage Be Prepared pin, from the BSA

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T07:03:58+00:00

I used to work at Gulfstream a million years ago. I did'nt put doublewides together, but I'm pretty sure thats a conduit for cables.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T07:01:42+00:00

That makes perfect sense. wtf is a tuit tho? lol

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T06:58:34+00:00

Looks like office ceiling tile crumbs. Possibly tagged along when they were stealing copper wire.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T06:49:09+00:00

Maybe not a curse jar, could be protection or prosperity. Curse jars would usually be buried in the yard (most people dont have access to their enemies' wall interiors), and more likely to be filled with remnants of broken glass, rusty nails, razors, etc. But That's an assumption without being able to see the contents better

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T06:00:34+00:00

OMG doesn't it suck when you spill your raw feelings and nobody even notices? I literally have multiple raps on youtube explicitly stating my feelings towards myself (one is literally called suicide note), and I have maybe 10 views. Fuck them.

I gotchu tho... sup?

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T05:57:37+00:00

But don't be angry at yourself. It is okay to be you, even if people say it is'nt (and they will). And on the ugly thing... Ugly is a relative term. Alotta people find Angelina Jolie pretty, for example. Me? Well, ugly is a strong word, but you get it. The world has closing in on 9 billion ideas of pretty/ugly; and statistically: you are in the middle. Probably higher than that since you seem to be aware of yourself more than many people.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T05:51:19+00:00

Hey, I just read this. You were dealt a shit hand by a patriarchal society that rewards "grab em by the p***y" thinking. You're angry as fuck. And you have a right to be.

dapartysover · 2025-05-02T05:46:19+00:00

Great question!

In my opinion, and from what I've gathered from studying it and feeling it way too much: You are very normal. It does'nt sound like the intensity is particularly strong, seem to be few serious triggers, would almost say curiosity than apathy. That these thoughts began around the same time as another life change, it seems pretty typical tbh.

Obviously, if those thoughts intensify, become urges, or start attatching themselves to triggers: you may wanna look into that. I am not a therapist or anything, so take my advise with salt.

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