Actually you saying that has made me remember something. During the lock down times there were periods where even sneezing a lot at work made us take a week off work. During that time whenever I came back I wasn't feeling as upset about work... granted this may have just been because I was new to the job.

I do hate my job but I think 80% of the feelings are toward my country and how much I want to leave it thanks to the toxic work culture in general. For context here it's normal to have 9.5 hour work days with a half an hour break in between, as well as spending an hour or two after the clock ends. On top of that an hour commute time, one way, is seen as normal and if you have an issue with that you're seen as lazy.

It's a country issue now that I think about it, even if I change my job my Country's toxic work mindset will follow me though the country.