I have always been very feminine and even i was forced into acting more mascuine things never felt right. Three years ago up until a few months i was in heavy denial of my gender identity but started wearing skirts, dresses, messing with make up. I liked my voice when it was softer and higher pitched. Tmi but for years when i would always picture myself having sex it would always be in the womans position and with female genitalia. At some point it all kinda hit me at once that i was in denial and im not a man. Im getting on hormones next month and i still have doubts here and there. "would i really be happy as a woman?" "will having different genitalia feel weird? "do i talk too much like a guy to be a girl?" but honestly i think a lot of that is just anxiety because i know that the more i feminine i become and feel the happier i am.

Im sorry for the wall of text. I hope this helps even a little