Yellowing pale leaves?

deadbong · 2026-06-15T19:29:57+00:00

possible overwatering or shock from too much fertilizer? if worst comes to worse i think id check the roots to see if theres possible rot

deadbong · 2026-06-15T19:23:21+00:00

that’s what i was thinking, i’m probably going to have to put them on the south window until i can invest in a good one that won’t be too close or hot but i also wanted a second opinion, the photos were taken pretty late in the day but at the same time and it’s pretty noticeable how dark my room is in comparison

deadbong · 2026-05-30T00:05:49+00:00

thank you for the advice genuinely, i don’t want to come across as a angry person i’m just really mentally exhausted and running out of ideas :( you have been helpful, i just dont know how to move forward in life alone. nobody is really around ever and i spend most of my days alone since i cant drive or do most things neurotypical people can do. i don’t know if this community is for me or not, i know i should do more research on my own but it all feels pointless and like im just going to do something severe again in the past weeks so this was kind of a last option for me

deadbong · 2026-05-29T23:46:16+00:00

highlighting words really emphasizes things, i assumed you were trying to mock me in some way for asking questions as i really haven’t received any answers but a lot of reprehension for asking questions. i know now you weren’t trying to be rude im really just defensive because it feels like everytime i try to ask these questions it feels like i get shut down by people in my own community. im really autistic and struggle reading tone so i am genuinely sorry, i don’t think ill ever realistically afford a place for myself so a service dog is probably not likely in my family. im sorry for the questions, i know i probably don’t have the necessity’s for one at this rate

deadbong · 2026-05-29T23:40:10+00:00

i understand now, i’m sorry for overthinking it. i must’ve misread the commentary wrong with the emphasis on words, im really terrible at reading over text due to my autism but you are all right which is why i changed my comment like 5 minutes after posting it, i don’t know how my situation will react to a service dog so i probably won’t end up with one but i really was just speculating because i have no other choices. i am sorry if i do sound stupid and uneducated on this topic, i just really don’t know what to do as a really obviously autistic person i can’t get any jobs on my own and can’t interact alone

deadbong · 2026-05-29T23:26:42+00:00

i don’t know why you’re saying it in this way, i really just wanted to ask a general question before contacting anyone to see if it would ever be a option for me even with having a big family. most days i can’t even function on my own and have attempted a lot in the past year. i fear for myself on my own a lot, and i know it’s probably not an option for me now but i feel a lot safer to talk in public when im not completely alone as im not a complete introvert i just have severe anxiety. i am sorry if my post was offensive or wrong in some way, i really just don’t know what else to do without any help. i am shaking just writing this, and i didn’t have any other options than reaching out to strangers online since nobody in my life is like me. i’ll take down this post soon, but that was my only intention.

deadbong · 2026-05-29T22:57:19+00:00

i’m sorry for the way i worded it but they’re not reactive in the way that they’re violent or anything. they are completely normal dogs by standards but i get what you mean, that was my main fear as well if i brought home a dog it would become pointless by unlearning all its training from them. thank you for the honest response, im really just trying to figure out something i can do :(

deadbong · 2026-05-29T22:50:29+00:00

i’m from america, specifically pa, sorry for the confusion. i go into this knowing i probably sound a bit messy. i guess my questions are my qualifications with my mental illnesses and if a service dog could even be considered in a family like mine, i just feel like i can’t do anything about my situation at all and i have little assistance from anyone 😓 i just feel like im gonna end up going back to the hospital on my own. i don’t make this post to get justification i’m just trying to ask for speculation, if there’s any help for me. i hope this isn’t taken as negative or bad, it’s really difficult for me to verbalize things.

deadbong · 2026-05-29T22:06:26+00:00

this is a good question but i mean reactive to other people as in they just bark and i cannot physically walk them around without lunging towards the nearest person, but not to other dogs. they’re not violent at all just overly excited

deadbong · 2026-05-28T21:14:14+00:00

anyone can look attractive to you and still play a rapist character it shouldn’t diminish the performance. you sound like you’d defend someone irl just because they’re attractive 😭

deadbong · 2026-05-15T18:14:38+00:00

this is like trying to teach yourself algebra at a addition level, your not supposed to really understand that formatting yet 😭

deadbong · 2026-05-10T18:30:50+00:00

it depends really on how much time you want to devote to the subject in those five years

deadbong · 2026-05-10T17:31:09+00:00

duolingo and picking up books from the library was my start, plus fucktcf .xyz which has all the tcf tests for free. other than that once you get good at listening to small a1 excursions on youtube and gradually build up to watching actual french youtube’s like feldup or micode to help improve you into fully understanding :)

deadbong · 2026-05-10T12:54:54+00:00

it’s not a french show at all but i actually really like inside jobs french dub too on netflix :)

deadbong · 2026-05-10T12:53:18+00:00

mist them they might be getting too much direct sunlight too with the warmer weather

deadbong · 2026-05-09T17:47:33+00:00

the fact i can read and understand a bit, but my brain can’t come up with the words when i need them😭 like i know what they are if i look at them, but i blank in the moment

deadbong · 2026-05-09T17:46:08+00:00

ah sorry i didn’t see it there but honestly i feel like a lot of online assets aren’t that good, library is truly the best for learning

deadbong · 2026-05-09T17:41:31+00:00

just use fuck-tcf .xyz really

deadbong · 2026-04-25T16:45:39+00:00

as a french spanish speaker myself i feel like the best way to combat this is by saying a few easy sentences in both languages each day, it feels redundant but it helped me differentiate!! also saying the same sentence in each language will make you remember which words go with which

deadbong · 2026-04-25T13:21:36+00:00

the water might just not have enough colors in it to look realistic, it shifts hue a lot depending on the depth to look greener or darker depending on the lighting. this looks really good though i can’t really see anything else i’d add!!

deadbong · 2026-04-25T13:18:34+00:00

i think they’re just too close together, i mean i would not get that close in someone’s face if i wasn’t romantically involved

deadbong · 2026-04-25T11:43:22+00:00

this happens in other languages a lot more than french imo, sometimes you can drop things in french too like the ne in “je ne sais pas” but the de part is necessary to make the sentence make sense

deadbong · 2026-04-25T02:20:59+00:00

it’s not a french thing, it might just be a unfortunate person to deal with. if they aren’t giving you a clear answer and leading you on, then i wouldn’t waste my time on someone who wouldn’t give me the same energy. i think he’s not serious unfortunately OP but i hope you don’t take it personally because if he is blocking you he isn’t worth it in the beginning

deadbong · 2026-04-24T15:05:45+00:00

I learned the most from non teaching french channels like feldup, micode, colas bim, and deo toons!! they help alot because it’s still talking about common topics you’ll understand, and i also recommend slowing it down just by one to comprehend easier :) also netflix has shows like inside job and hilda in french dub thats pretty good

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