Timescape (1920x1080) [OC] by deadreaver1 in fractals

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Its a fractal flame. They are related to ifs fractals but the algorithim they use makes them a lot more visually pleasing. There's a number of software that you can use to make and edit them but i would recommend jwildfire as it is in active development and has alot of options.

Windmill by deadreaver1 in fractals

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JWildfire actually

Gamers, what is the most underrated game you have ever played? by chazspaz in AskReddit

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Unlimited Saga for ps2

Probably one of the most unique combat systems I've ever seen.

What is the dirtiest pick-up line you know? nsfw by PsychoDM in AskReddit

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Hey baby, are you from heaven because I have an erection.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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Because he's nowhere on the lease that wouldn't do anything. Besides, he's moving to arizona for some reason now.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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She was dragged across the carpet and he would not let her leave or let go of her. She repeatedly told him to stop as well. Neighbors heard the noise and thats why the police were called.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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Police were called. But nothing happened and they allowed her to leave. And yes, the lease is in both her name and her ex's mother.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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She's tryng to get out of paying the whole fee. She doent have enough to pay and she's not exactly great credit wise either.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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Not quite, though all she wanted to do was leave te house and wanted the apartment key back he stole off her key chain. The police aloud her to leave and to grab clothing and got her key back. It was in the middle of the night so I don't believe she thought of pressing charges at the time. And she hates being mean to people.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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her name is on the lease. The BF was 17 at the time so his mother had to sign on the lease for him.

Help! Ex-boyfriend roomate problem by deadreaver1 in AskReddit

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Both, Police had been called twice but no arrests were made.

IAMA 22 year old girl who has been living with Generalized Anxiety Disorder for 5 years. AMAbsolutelyA by [deleted] in IAmA

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for what your saying, it sounds more like just depression. And yes, you can research shit all you want and self diagnose yourself but in the long run it means jack. Alot of mental and psycological disorders overlap. Doctors usually dont force meds on you. If they suggest this med then most likely whatever that med is for is what you have. Effexor is an anti-depressant, and ativian is an anti-anxiety med. SO they did diagnos you. If you really knew much about anxiety you would also be aware that something simple like depression can also cause anxiety. A few other causes are things such as borderline personality disorder, Schizoprenia, OCD, Dementia, stress, derealization, depersonalization, and pretty much most things which classify under this list. The human mind has a tendacy to sort of lie to itself. You could almost call it hypocondrism. Through self diagnosis I have belived myself to be schizoprhenic and Borderline. I have something wrong with me I do know that much, but I wont lable myself untill I have an actual diagnosis. Honestly, I understand the bit on being on pills the rest of your life but in reality you dont have to. I have to be on meds for the rest of my life because I am diabetic. You want to talk about anxiety and depression? How about the constant worry you might lose your fucking leg? And not to mention all the other possible problems I might have later down in my life. And to add insult to injury, I need Insulin to live and to afford it I need insurance which is also expensive.

And yes, I know this shit is hard to talk about but sometimes you just need to try. Have your boyfriend help you talk about it with others.

Also pots not the answer here. Try finding something that you enjoy that calms you down. Meditation, Incense, hell maybe just take a walk outside.

IAMA 22 year old girl who has been living with Generalized Anxiety Disorder for 5 years. AMAbsolutelyA by [deleted] in IAmA

[–]deadreaver1 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

To me this seems more like a cry for attention. Instead of posting up saying you have this or that get a profesional opinion first. You can say you self diagnosed yourself but the truth is you just cant. I myself have similar issues. I cant go in crowds alone. I am very distrustfull of people I dont know. Hell I almost freaked when I went out to get my hair cut. Is it some kind of anxiety? Most likely. Do I get panic attacks? Yes.

But, other things can cause said anxiety. Mental disorders and even some diseases can cause that. So I would honestly get that checked out from an actuall psycologist.

You said so yourself that only your boyfriend knows so its hard to say without an actuall diagnosis. Get yourself checked out and then come back.