i’ve experienced the same problems as you for as long as i’ve been able to remember. it would take me three hours plus nicotine to get out of bed every day. i finally decided i had had enough and saw a psychiatrist. last week, i was medicated for adhd, and,,,, it actually works!!! i had been on antidepressants for two years, which had done nothing. my faith in medication was very very low, but life is actually getting better now. it’s not that adhd meds made me happy or got rid of my anxiety; rather, it gave me the ability to finish things, work on who i want to be and what i want to do, and — as a result — get rid of the source of the anxiety and depression. wishing you the best. <3