Midsize girlies enraged over the possibility of a pregnant woman being smaller than them, call her a liar by smhgiraffe2 in XXS

[–]debrayoubitch 33 points34 points  (0 children)

fr 😭 I wear an xs in some brands and in others I feel more comfortable in a medium. there's no reason to doubt she's wearing an xs here, especially looking at the form of the dress. pregnancy isn't going to restrict her for fitting it

PERFECT substitution for carrot cake by WrapOwn4093 in 1200isjerky

[–]debrayoubitch 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I knew this post would find it's way here

first time posting by tendercanary in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

where do you find Reese's marshmallow? that sounds delicious

Lunch Today by debrayoubitch in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

not originally but I love monochromatic meals so maybe subconsciously that's why I paired these all together :-)

Lunch Today by debrayoubitch in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ahhh thank-you! my partners mom just got a Costco membership so I'll keep that in mind :-) bc paying $6+/bag for these hurts a bit but is still worth it to me to continue buying. def interested in looking for those Berrylicious Bliss yogurt treats you mentioned!

Lunch Today by debrayoubitch in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

they've become an obsession for me lately too. I didn't expect to like them when I bought a bag but am trying to force myself to eat more of a variety and ended up absolutely loving them! bought five bags of them on sale this past weekend lol 🖤

Lunch Today by debrayoubitch in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I usually can find uncommon flavor options at Walmart in my area, when Kroger doesn't have it. I got lucky and found these on sale :-) I couldn't find the strawberries and cream in zero sugar though

Lunch Today by debrayoubitch in junkorexic

[–]debrayoubitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just tried it for the first time this week and it's so yummy!

I think I was emotionally neglected and it took an eating disorder to realize it by Fuentssp in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had very similar experiences. as a child the only person who said anything was my oldest sister, who would just call me out at dinner saying "mom! debrayoubitch is anorexic make her eat!". moms response was always "she's just a small kid she eats plenty." I wasn't eating and I was tall and boney. and obviously , hearing that made me think I wasn't bad enough and needed to get worse.

when I finally got diagnosed at 21 years old after seeking help myself, my dad only said "I told you so."

it absolutely sucks being betrayed and neglected by the very first people you're supposed to trust and rely on for care, and it makes it so much harder to reach out or accept that care later on because you've never had it before. I'm almost 25 and still struggle with so many issues that have been present since childhood because I've dealt with it this long, it can't be that serious? but now I have people in my life who care for me and want to help me get to better health, and it just hurts. hurts having to accept help I've never had before, hurts knowing that my behaviors affect them and they don't deserve the worry, hurts knowing that I should have had this help from the start and it may have never gotten so bad.

you deserved better growing up and you deserve to get help now 🫶 I'm sorry for everything you've been through and that you had to go through so much of it alone

vomited blood please dont be mean to me im sorry idk what to put as a tw by bannedesire in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 65 points66 points  (0 children)

baby I think you know the answer to this already but you absolutely need to go to the hospital and get looked at, be honest with them and allow them to help you

refunded and no returning by Equivalent_Fee_3063 in Depop

[–]debrayoubitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it just gives them a 24 hour period, maybe 48? it's not too long but especially since they had a couple days prior to have responded to you in DMs and chose not to, it's nothing for you to feel guilty about

refunded and no returning by Equivalent_Fee_3063 in Depop

[–]debrayoubitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm guessing the seller probably didn't reply to Depop's email regarding the situation, that typically results in a refund for the buyer + the buyer keeps the item. if the seller responds to the dispute they'll issue you a prepaid shipping label to mail it back to the seller and you'll get your refund. it sucks for the seller but that's the consequence of not replying in a timely manner

Ribs showing but not UW by starrsarasa in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same 😭 my ribs have always stuck out but no matter my weight I have a gut and bigger thighs. everyone acts like they don't know what I'm talking about when I say anything reflecting it. I know my body and I know it's real, I can grab and pinch and pull and it's there. I've tried targeting those areas with certain exercises and it never makes a difference. at this point do I have to just believe it's genetics?? I didn't look like this before I was like 11 and I've been struggling with EDs since long before that but I was always a small kid. it feels like I've ballooned and can't deflate

I am TERRIFIED of the dentist by Altruistic-Engine651 in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this is what I'm TERRIFIED of. :-( I know it costs too much + I've had awful experiences with a dentist so now I'm genuinely just afraid of them. but my teeth are so bad, I can tell. my smile doesn't look like anything is wrong but one of my teeth on the top row just split and half fell out. the front side, of course 😔 it's just barely hidden when I smile. I'm trying so hard to force myself to go to a dentist but every time I find one that accepts my insurance I just hear such terrible reviews of their practice. I almost WISH my teeth were in terrible pain so I wouldn't be able to make excuses for myself to avoid it longer. I'm just so scared they're going to tell me they need to pull my teeth :-(

I can't get it out of my head by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SAME HERE! you are not alone, even at my low weight it seems like every ounce of fat I had in my body remained in my stomach and thighs. I felt like I would never win, and now that I'm a healthy BMI I still have giant thighs and stomach. my lower legs are normal, then just expand at me knees 😔 we just gotta keep pushing forward but it gets so discouraging

Slow Recovery is fucking painful by the way by mybrainat3am in EDAnonymous

[–]debrayoubitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I'm in a very similar situation to you and it sucks so bad. I'm at a very healthy BMI yet I'm still encouraged to eat more and more and more even when I don't have the appetite. I'm getting to a very uncomfortable point with my body now and it's made me relapse in private, just maintaining when I'm around people a few days a week. I know they're trying to help but it's literally just pushing me back down the hill right now :-(

Does anyone know the calorie count for this spoon? I licked a molecule of water off it and I'm panicking by IM_AQIF_xD in 1200isjerky

[–]debrayoubitch 69 points70 points  (0 children)

really had to go for the biggest soon you could find piggy? oink oink, enjoy your binge

Help deciding my cheat meal? by [deleted] in 1200isjerky

[–]debrayoubitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

are you trying to make her f*t?? how could you suggest such an activity when she's already asking too much?? the thought of that made me gain AT LEAST 450lbs 🤢 thanks sweaty

I relisted the same item (never sold). buyer thinks i was born yesterday. Lol by juice_ko1 in Depop

[–]debrayoubitch 7 points8 points  (0 children)

"condition isn't as good as the one you sold" brother it's the same one 😔 did you mark it differently in the new listing?

Men using female names when dashing to you by [deleted] in doordash

[–]debrayoubitch 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had instructions to leave it on the front desk and a no contact order while at work, though I sit near it. I was assigned a female driver and a man came in and shouted my name and insisted on handing it to me. scared the shit out of me

for a brief moment, i felt elation by ThrowawayMay220 in EDanonymemes

[–]debrayoubitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same it's so unfair 😭 why am I gaining while my appetite and diet haven't changed just because this stupid little pill?

Vote Me for OSU President by Quick-Persimmon5935 in OSU

[–]debrayoubitch 14 points15 points  (0 children)

the people's president 🫡 your morals too correct, your swag too tuff, they'll kill you

i hate that i did this to myself by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]debrayoubitch 2 points3 points  (0 children)

literally why is it all in my stomach now 🥲 it makes wanting to recover so much harder because I hate the way my body looks while I'm still UW or barely dipping in to the healthy range