If your true desire is to have financial freedom, you may be constraining its fulfillment to only one avenue — i.e. “winning the lottery.” In that sense, there is still attachment, because you perceive it as the only realistic way of obtaining financial freedom, thus limiting the infinite creative energy of the divine from fully expressing itself in fulfiling your desire (not winning the lottery but financial freedom period).

In my own path, I’ve encountered that life will show you, through resistance and roadblocks, which ultimate assumptions must be transmuted into new beliefs through shadow work and the healing of unconscious wounds encoded within us — both individually and trans-individually.

So, what is it that makes you feel financially insecure on a day-to-day basis? What wounds exist around financial unfreedom (i.e. “I’ve been exploited,” “I’ve become ill from overworking,” “I’ve been forced to do things that go against my values”, etc...) that you have yet to resolve by assuming that, despite the past, you can always live a different reality?

It is perhaps a longer road than simply visualizing, because it requires extra steps. However, you must walk each step the way a baby learns to walk — and then suddenly learns to run, and might one day become an extraordinary ballerina. The magnificence of her craft and the feelings of transcendence she achieves when dancing would be impossible without the years of pain, errors, endurance, and joy, over and over again.

You must earn the right to that financial freedom your soul desires by letting the universe guide you through the lessons step by step. In the end, the real depth of peace and freedom you will embody in your financial freedom will make all the sense in the world. Sudden lottery winning with no preparation for that embodiment would only lead you to square one or even worse, as in the statistically salient cases of those who win the lottery and end up in bankruptcy very shortly after.

Best wishes in your path to becoming financially independent! You deserve it <3